A fantasy disorder.

2005-01-20T20:11:00.000-08:00

"these words are my own
from my heart flow
i love you i love you i love you i love you
there's no other way to better say i love you"

2005-01-20T19:37:00.000-08:00

heloo!
haiis.
gort so much homework worhhs'
crapp. yunnye dunoo why angryy at me worhhs.
siians. alwayys quarell withh moii withh nno reasonns worhhs'
ii thhink cauuse ahhem. i dinnt say anniithin tuh hher thhen shhe jiiu flood my msnn thhin lahhs.
thhen i jiu verii angry worhhs. cauuse ii verii busii thhen i sayy f u larhs thhen shhe jiiu say wadd shhe madd worhhs. thhen ii nvr sayy aniithinn.thhen she fllood my msnn boardd withh "b"s thhen i blockk herr thhen yahh liidatt lorhhs.hhah yttd ii sms makuku thhen hhe tell me hhe maybbe haff tuuh ggo ttu ddee chinnatown worhhs. wiith granndma somorre. haha ii lauugh att hiim. whho askk hiim ttu sayy ii cryy babby worhhs. jjust cauuse i tell hiim thhat yttd i crry in class. hha. thhen th his mornning nat kor smms me say hhe at botannic garddenns worhs. earliie mornning. ii stiil inn bedd
hhahs. thhen ii sayy he's crazyy. thhen alot moore crapp larhhs. siignns duunno whhy allways so tiiredd. yytd wass waiitiing tuuh awttch gashhbell oon chhannel 56 at 1 amm. buut ii ttalk ttalk thhen sleep liiaos. lyykke piigii. (x hahha. yuup. okkay gtg liiaoos.byye
-onlii onne. YOU.-

2005-01-20T02:37:00.000-08:00

heloo! ahh haha todayy wwas funn. thhen iish ahhem.ahhhh mrs ong! she relief our class today i was soo happii. yuu knnoww.wwe all mishh hherr soo muchh. thhen shhe ccomme openn door ferr us waadd. thhen wee all sccream mishhes onng! thhen i alsoo screamm woorhh. haha. thhen shhe smiile smiile worhh. hehe. shhe rokx nehhs. thhen shhe chhat withh uus worhh. thhen cauuse mdmm chiia gort askk her give us allot of h/w worhh alott means damn alot lorhh. haiis. ddenn shhe askk us howw's lyfffe worhh. oof cauuse suuckkii larhh. duh. sighh. yahpp.yupp thhen ii lykke wann tuh crii le cauuse horhh. iit's lykke verii memorablle tiime . llast yearr dinnt cheriish nnow ii missh all moii ex-teachhers lle. ii just wann tuu crii lorhhs. jiuu toodayy gort mediical checck upp thhen ii wearr conntacts onne mah thhen ii tell thhe nursee thhe nurse thhink i mm boasttfull worhh. thhen i jiuu okkay lorhhs. thhen dunno whhy thhe nurse haff tuu press moii wommb thher lorhhs.
thhen i jiuu. ohh mann. dunn wann larhhs. buut haff tuu mah so let hher lorhhs.
thhen liddat lorhhhs. haiis. eeyerr. thhen afterr thhat shhe lifft moii shiirt up worhhs. thhen ii jiuu go liaoos. perrverrtt worhs.annw. after schhool actuallii gort thhe house meetinng dde buut i jiu ponn lorhhs.thhen actuallii onlii untill likke 5.30 dde buut i ggo homme earllii. thhen 2.30 i goo homme lorhhs buddenn i haff tuu goo tuu thhe libraryy mahhs. thhen we saww zhuanng lao shhi. haha thhen we three "sann da meii nu" go tuu herr. buut shhe talkinn to mdm wong worhhs (ourr now thhe chi teachher. chao fierce dde) haha. thhen shhe walkk awayy liaoos me and hele and cheryl go over annd "zhuanng laoo shii!" wee screamm worhhs. haha. thhen shhe scaredd untill. haha. thhen we chatt worhhs. aloot off thinngs. thhen i jiu go homme lorhhs. take taxiii. agaiin. lols.. cannt take buus cauuse duun likke worhhs. haha i m liddat dde. thhen i mm her. usinn' habbo. boredd. yuupp.
okkay gtg lee bye (x
mal annd jiia togethher forrver.

2005-01-17T05:34:00.000-08:00

fuck everybody. i m damn pissed.first was gort rather pissed by cheryl (sorry) today in art class she say moii art chao uglehh. x( hmpff.thhen i verii lykke nortt hapii lorhhs cauuse ii dunn lykke tuu bbe crritizise moii worrk or blahh buut. i jiuu verii nort hapii. hmpff. thhen jiuu latter my mathhs resultts comme backk i meann workksheet comme backk. verii louusyy. thhen mrs chhu sayy i nneed speciial attenntion worhh. thhen aftter thhat i gou harrt brokkenn liaoo thhen shhe sayy wad. hhahha yuu nneed speciall attenntion.i wwas soo pissed yuu knnow nortt. x( i wwas lykke sso wadd? youur probb arhh? thhen aftter thhat wwe takke taxxi homme ii payy thhe whhole faiir okayy. tthhen i jiuu okay lorhhs. haiis. camme backk so latte thhen dduu h/w unntill noow finn liaoo siiann onne lahh.so tiiredd siaa myy conntacts havven even takke out cauuse busyy lorhhs. x( i duun lykke. i duunn wann. sighh okayy that's all (x bye

2005-01-16T04:13:00.000-08:00

heloo! haha hmm sorry peepz. recently cannot update cause ahem my com kinda went crazy. then alot of work this year. urghh asshole mrs chu wants everyone to get A. damn! haah anw last friday she yelled at us and i was like good...talk more.. waste the bloody time for lessons..it's interesting but she always scream at us. hah. assy bitch. this that msn huang arhh!! so scary.i got 85 for test she make me copy the ci yu 150 times okay! i was like..fuckit! damm. haha anw wahh!! manfred got new girlfriend sia. haha. nvm nvm. anw ytd went out with my parents and sister to chinatown!! urghh i was lke no way man chinatown leh!!! o-piang nehh then there arh like no teeen or wadever.. haha anw.. went there and ate some soup shit. haha i was so bored i started to sms makuku. and nat kor haha. wahh! then dnno at wad time..errr..12 am arhh. i think they both yao sleep liao cause they tml got church. aiyahh then i jiu no one to talk to loh. then wahh! i soo tired sia..i woke up at i think 8 am then i went to work okay! i work until like 5 then went home then my parents wana go to chinatown then i jiu follow them lahh. then we go there 11 plus.urghh!! then i was soo pissed cause car cannot go into the road shit cause got some fire cracker shit. aiyah then went shoopin wahh! i saw this necklace damn cute lehh!!! but dint get it. nvm. then got this mangolian ice cream!! hahah! very funnie!!! he want to give my sis the ice cream then my sis want to take it then he hurry take the ice cream away left the cone on my sis hand haha! anw. then i went home. 2 am in the morning.
haa okayy...... hahahaha! "now i m guuna make you dance take your chance yea boy shake your ass oops i mean girl girl girl girl girl you know your'e my world. " haha! eminem!!! i luuurvve you funky wunkieee! haha and fuckin cokehead!!! hahaah! (x anw i just did my art it sucks totally!! haa
it is a beach then got a guy surfing then a couple then a lot of shit! hahah okay oaky gtg gtg (x buhhh-byeeee munnchiiiees i luuurvvve yoou all 4evvaaaa!!!! ahhhhhh

2005-01-13T06:53:00.000-08:00

yo!! wassup moii hunnwie bunny munchies! haah sorry.hmm cant say much tell yuu all about the school thing tml! i m damn busy lately! gort so much things to do!! so much things have happened. so siann. okay okay! gtg my pissin mum is makin me go off urghhh. wads her problem? ahha okay oaky. bye!!

2005-01-04T04:49:00.000-08:00

heloo! hah wahhh school reopen liao! hah. gort to know my new teacher not really new tuh me. lah. i knew it from the start it will be herr! haha yeap. mrs chu-tan kim yan. if you dint know she is the best math/science teacher in the school. hah. okay. stressed. but now not really lahh. hmm that's all wun be updatin until friday cause i have to study fer this year.! sian. urghh wadeva. (x hah anw. my teachers are mdm chia. omg i luurve her lessons they are soo funny and enjoyable hehe.mdm wong. hmm. she's nice. haah a bitty funny and..umm nice hah anw me and cheryl saw her at the bus-stop and we went over to greet her hah. she say us guaii okay?! hah. i m a good gurl. haha then mrs chu.. you know lah hor alot h/w but i like her lessons too. cause they're very interestin'. hmm then umm mrs low. funny too. hah. then ms chan. ms jeraldine and mr martin haha. alot of teachers arhh? hah.yupp that's all lor..anw yay! i've got my tuck everlasting! it's recomanded by the Nanyang teachers whoa~ arh. hah. it's kinda outta stock lately i think. but i 've gort it! (x yay! hah okay lah gtg le reserching on endangered species. hmm. hah. anw school gort lotsa h/w. sian. (x
ahh i m talkin' to makuku hehe. BYE (x

2005-01-02T03:12:00.000-08:00

What You Waiting For?

What an amazing time

What a family

How did the years go by?

Now it's only me

Tick tock

(Ha ha ha ha ha)

Like a cat in heat stuck in a moving car

Scary conversations,

Shut my eyes, can't find the brake

What if they say that you're a cutter?

Naturally i'm worried if i do it alone

Who really cares cuz it's your life

You never know, it could be great

Take a chance cuz you might grow

Oh... oh ohhh

What you waiting

What you waiting for!?

What you waiting

What you waiting for!?

Tick tock

Take a chance you stupid Ho Like a new cut

pattern, you're repeating yourself

You know it all by heart

Why are you standing in one place?
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Born to blossom, bloom to perish

You know you're only known

Cuz of your sex chromosome I know it's so messed up

how our society all thinks (for sure) Life is short, you're capable (uh huh)

Oh... oh ohhh LOOK AT YOUR WATCH NOW! YOU'RE STILL A SUPER HOT FEMALE!

YOU GOT YOUR MILLION DOLLAR CONTRACT! AND THEY'RE ALL WAITING

FOR YOUR HOT TRACK!

What you waiting What you waiting

What you waiting for!? What you waiting

What you waiting What you waiting

What you waiting

What you waiting for!? I

can't wait to go Back into Japan

Get me lots of brand new fans Osaka, Tokyo

You Harajuku girls Damn, you've got some wicked style.

.. GO! LOOK AT YOUR WATCH NOW!

YOU'RE STILL A SUPER HOT FEMALE!

YOU GOT YOUR MILLION DOLLAR CONTRACT!

AND THEY'RE ALL WAITING FOR YOUR HOT TRACK! What you waiting What you waiting

What you waiting What you waiting What you waiting for!?

What you waiting What you waiting What you waiting

What you waiting What you waiting for!? What you waiting for?

What you waiting for? Take a chance, you stupid ho

Take a chance, you stupid ho

What you waiting for? What you waiting for?

Take a chance, you stupid ho

hahaa there's gwen's stefani's song. nice sonng. btw it's playinn! lol. haha.

2005-01-01T07:15:00.000-08:00

moii j-edd neckklace. yahh. luurve it tuu biits. hehe. (x

2005-01-01T05:24:00.000-08:00

heloo! hah.hmm. today went out to sembawang to get my sister's inuyasha cd. hah.ohh yah! did i tell ya'll about my sentosa trip? no right. haha. okay. hmm sentosa. well we reached there and me and my sister straight away strip down into our "swinsuit" hah. then we went into the water. nice (x hah. okay. then went took a towel and tanned while my parents enjoyed champagne and chocolate on the picnic mat. haha. then after tannin'. my sis and i drank vodka. hah.yah. then we were like tannin' too. damn nice. gort beach guys too! surfin' somore. haha. cool huh.saw a shit load of hot guys. haha. anw jiu liddat lor then at night went to eat jap food. i foot the bill okay?! see how nice i m am. not say very ex lah. thirty-plus buckks? yeaa. haha. i m kinda nice to foot the bill okay?! haha. yeaa. then today went down to sembawang with my sisters. Only. haha. then we made my da-jie pay for everything. haha. and i ate the mini-balle-ice-cream. ahah! nice! really nice okay. yummie somore. haha. hmm we were screwing sembawang up haha. mabbe you'll see the new tmll.. "The Wan Sisters Screwed Up Again." hah. i 'll be laughin'. hehe.anw i luurve my da-jie! haha luurve her tuu bits. cause she' so nice! haha. okay. that's all bye darlings! (x *muacks*

kick the walls
lisen to techno
lisen to simple plan
write draw scribble
turn chalk into chalk powderr
open window and pour the powder out
cry and cut myself.
go crazy and scream

haha i'll do these when i m sad;; dunn makke moii saddd.

2004-12-31T22:19:00.000-08:00

hmm okay. hah lemma tell yoou what conditions should my guy have.

spiked dyed hair.
sweet to mee
looks like JR
wears cap
wear either jeans or boardshorts.
wear nice t-shirts eg. billabong.
tanned.
teaches me. x
nice to mee!

hmmm that's all.

2004-12-31T09:03:00.000-08:00

sigh. wad's with the world now adays. watched news? that bloody sea thing. killed lotsa people. it's sad you know. but. i wonder why people can be so stoopid to kinda watch the sea water blow you away then get on your feet and run. they are weird. anw new blogskin. anw. happi new year the damned mediacorp cut off the live teevee from sentosa. so yah. no big fuckin' deal. school's reopening. noo! i dont want school. maybe i do. maybe i dont. i dunno. it's fuckin' scary. waking up early earely in the morning. sighh.mabbe i shud learn to enjoy school like those kids livin' in porverty huh. sighh. okay. hmm. gettinn' ready for the new year. i wana cry. i m depressed. very depressed.
how i wish i could meet mal now i hug him. then tell him my troubles. at least i'll feel better.but he's in aussie. mabbe nort. forget to ask him when he's comin' back lah. nvm nvm. sigh! i wana kill myself! nah. i shall nort. got my strawberry lotion alreadii. thank gawd. hah. okay. bye darlinns'

2004-12-28T20:18:00.000-08:00

heloo!haha ytd was dvd night. hhaa. went to the salon at 2.30pm and rebonded and cut my hair. went home at 8.30pm haha. 6hours. haha. okay loong and i was like fuck man quick. ahha. cause my uncle will fetch us to his house. you know kentridge condo? at thomson. haha. yea. hah. okay. we reached. first show we hit. Kill Bill Volume.2 hah. love it man. tho violent but cool. uma thurman rocked totally. hah. okay so we watched until like umm 12.30am. haha. early morning. then whoa we hit the horrors. hah. chose Texas Chainsaw Mexica. whoa hot. it was disgusting. it's about this group of friends going to watch a big concert and as driving they kinda found a hitchhiker.and they picked her up and wanted to bring her home.but she was scared. of something. while heading straight. she told the groupies to stop but they dint want to. reluctant. yea. then cause she was so scared. then she took out a gun. from ahem. her ahem. vagina. ahem ahem.and shot herself thru the mouth and blastedher head. then that was of cause the end of her. hah. and there starts the horrifying adventure.reali horrfying. hah. our lil sweetie honey xiaoqing couldnt watch it. cause you know. baaad. hah. okay. hmm then next movie we hit. adventure. Van Helsing. it was pretty nice. but a lil bit boring. about vampires and stoopid stuff like that.yea. then a guy call Van Helsing kinda you know..is the hero. hah. okay then we hit. comedy. this one's good man. scary movie one.love it man.! damn funnie. reallii reallii funnie. good show. hah. the murderer is "acting" as the murderer in the movie scream. damn good. and the murderer is stoopid!!. hah. it's a lil bit sexual. but funnie. the gurl hah. in the theatre she was you know making comments like "hey!bla bla bla" very loudly and the audience were verii pissed. then she dint know her boyfriend got killed in the bathroom. or mabbe not. then the murderer sat next to her. she dint know. hah.when the murderer wanted to kill her the audience became very very pissed. a guy took the murderer's knife and stabbed the gurl hah. then everyone took the knife and stabbed her. hah. the murderer just sat and watch hah.funnie.
i just love it.it rocked totallii. hah. next movie we hit. action. harry potter chamber of secrets. watched that a million times. hah. it was about...you all shud know lah hor.then next movie we hit. half action half romance. Stephord's Wives. cool. hmm but i feel asleep cause it was 6.30am. alrd.
haha. but it was fun. then went to Novena Square to eat breakfast at California. the waiter was so cute! we ordered bacon and egg sandwiches.hah four sets. four pots of tea. each one one pot. haha. we couldnt finish. anw xiaoqing wrote me somthing. lol. stoopid lah. and on the way back home we were playing with xiaoqing darling. hah. stoopid gurl thinks she's princess. if you ask her"are you princess?" she'll reply saying "yes." hah. sweetie. anw.i miss malcolm!!! shitit man.
i m xiao alrd. FUCK. nvm gtg. adios.
"no one understands me at all. they dunt noe me much. i hate you i hate you i hate you!"

2004-12-27T05:45:00.000-08:00

heloo! yea. okay. today went out to malaysia. it was pretty fun. but today's ending reali sucked too much.hah. realized i'm a passive smoker. a *half-suicidal" shit stuff. wadeva. okay. went to city square bought a shit load of stuff you know shirts skirts and other shit lah. spent about like $254? yea. i know. not alot. went to bodyshop wanted to buy strawberry lotion which smells fabulous but my mum...yea. cause it was like $34. yea. nevermind. i m saving up to buy it. *sigh" yea okay. drank some bloody tea shit. went to secret recipe to like eat. hah. ate a plate of cheese penne. umm a ice blended mocha and umm oreo cheese cake lah. yah i know. fattening's the word. but who cares lah. okay. i reali wanted to buy a bag but again. my mum...they are so fucking unfair. just cause my sister is like mental...not you know mentally retarded. but mentally unstable. not retard. yea. and they just kept splurging money on her. and tho i know that my dressing sense sucks. but i know that at least i can pick nice t-shirts and shit. but my parents just kept on saying that my taste sucks. why? cause when my sis wants that shirt they say it's nice when i say i want it. they say it sucks.oh man. biased. one word to describ them. i m kinda depressed by their actions cause tho it's like that you cant always side her. i hate it. they act as tho i m not existing. not existing. okay. as if i m not there okay! so yea i was reali pissed over that. then we went back to singapore. then to causeway point. my mum got to burgerking to get my dajie some shit to eat. so she left first. so me my dad and sister were there my sis wanted a phone. so we went to get it. my dad, blooody hell. the first word he kinda said to my sis when he saw me behind was. " why is she following us?" i was hurt. deep. wanted to cry but no. yea. juist kept you know liddat lor. normal. okay. then went to all the shops looking for the phone i saw a particular one i like. my sis wanted it just cause she knows it's nice. okay. i was hurt. again. then we went out the shop. she was pissed. i was pissed.
she yelled at me. "go home lah. stay here for wad" i was damn pissed. i yelled back "fine.i go home." man it was loud. everyone was staring. okay i burst into tears.was about to turn and go but my god damn bloody father wudnt lemme. i was definately fuming. came home. locked myself in the toilet. played my sp cd. and started using a pen to kinda cut myself. starting crying and now i m here. yea my therepy. okay. hmm gtg now love you guys. malcolm is probably still at aussie shit.
and umm. i want my brian mcfadden cd. no christmas present from my mum or dad. but my aunties and other shit. no presents from my parents. why? you shud know...

2004-12-25T05:21:00.000-08:00

heloo! haha oops havent been updating recently cause it's christmas. and ahhhh so busy. whoa. hah. okay let's talk about the past three days. haha. okay.
thurday.
haha. went to the mrs ong's christmas party. haha. went to helena's house first. yea haha. then did some crap.then her dad kinda drove us to yishun emerald. haha. yea met lingkai. then went to mrs ong's house. it was pretty uh.. pretty? haha. then we three gurls went to the kitchen and screamed"heloo mrs ong!" hehe. then she asked about our party and stuff liddat. haha. yea well almost all the gurls brought something and were kinda making the sandwiches but me,helena,cheryl did nothing. haha. helena just brought some sushi. haha. stood there. then mrs ong ask us if we're free. then of cause we said yes cause reali wad. then she ask us to bring the food to the party room. haha. yea then we bring. hah. wah alot of food. we also cannot finish. haha. yea then we played the first game was everybody had to split into four groups then i think everyone must step on a newspaper. haha. we dint manage to win tho. hhaa.yea. haha. okay. then michelle who is ms chng lah came and i was like screaming for her. haha. then i played with her phone. haha.yea then we brought her to the party room and then put her stuff. yea then played some games. haha. and yixin had to dance. wah lao call me go dance with her. then i was like eh!! no no!
but they all cheered for me then i had to go. haha. then mrs ong's brother came. and said "jie" haha
he was pretty cute. yea haha at the age of er..arnd 17 bah. haahha..yea. hmm. then did some gift exchange. haha got some handphone carrier.yea haha. mm hmm. played again. then alot of crap more lol. haha. yea then cheryl went to attend her wedding shit and me and helena were there waiting for her dad to pick us up. then he dropped me at northpoint picked up a few prezzies. and left. came home and slept. hehe. yea. that's all. lol. okay. thursday's shits over. hahah.
friday.
haha. went to ice-skate with yonghan.my er-jie. and yonghan's maid anick.haha. yea.haha. went in lost my gloves boought another pair. pink one. hahah. then we went to skate. hhaha. yay. i m so pro. ahhah. no lah. then after that anick couldnt skate. she doesnt know how. so me and yonghan and my sis had to help her. which reallii was fun too. haha. yea hot guys were everywhere. haha. no lah just saw a few. haha. yea. saw mdm toh. haha her daughter and he son i think. yea haha. said hey and went on skating lol.hahah. yea then i fell flat on my body oww. hhaa. lol. yeaa. haha then went arcade with yonghao kor my dajie and erjie and yonghan and xiaotong jie jieand later cihui kor also.. haha then played cs. dint play cause you know i dunno how. haha. i m a lil stoopid huh. haha.
but eh i m not interested in this kind of shit crap kaes. haha. yep. then i watch them play lor. hahah.
okay then went to my auntie's shop. which is prima deli. haha. woot. all the foood! yum. got umm.
teriyaki chicken log cakes. and beehoon. haha. yea gorged like a piggy. haha. then gort all our prezzies.yup. then we sat and talked. played chess on cihui's phone. and i said b-shop as bie-shop.i was laughed at by that stoopid yonghao. haha. miser. haha. yep. haha then my uncle came.
with zhiqing and the lil sweet heart xiaoqing darling. haha. yep. gort our presents i 've got a emily the strange wallet which i fancy. lol. and YAY. i gort it. i finally gort it. my tuck everlasting the movie version. haha. yonghan has the old version. hehe.yea that's all i think then my uncle sent us home and the end. hehe. hhahha.! weird. lol. okay end.haha.
saturday.
haha. okay today went to east coast park. hehe seventy-nine. daniel guo's block number. haha.. we were there. but yea dint call him down. haha. okay went to the park to tann myself. and my sis too. saw a shit lot of guy surfers. haha. dug a big hole. hhee. reali big okay. haha. nort big sorrie is deep haha. yea. funnie shit. then yea swam. haha. then went to eat jap food for dinner was nice but wah very full after that. haha. then walk walk walk. then went to orchard.parkway. i bought some soursop ice-cream. hehe. nice yah. yea then went home. and now. i m here. typing this shit. and talking back to my mum. hahah. just talked to daniel guo. haha. funnie show me his hair. cause very long nvr see him liao. haha. he thinks he's hot. i think he's umm pretty hot..uh...huh. haha. yea. hahahha. said merrii x'mas to everyone in my msn list. hehe. haha. okay hmmm schools reopening. well. quite enthu but... haha. yea.hmm going to change my blog template soon cause ihate mine now. haha.
hmm. but nort now cause i m busyy. sigh. then yay! tml is dvd night. going to my uncle's house. everyone. and we're going to watch his dvd collections the whole night. lol. it's gonna be fun. hahaa
hmm changed my wallet. to emily strange. haha. i lurve it. haha. okay gotta go now. sigh. class blog havent finish. damn. got alot of shit undone. sigh so busy!. i hate it! nvm. lol. okay the story endds.
hmm. yea okay BYE sweeties. (x
-xiaoqing is a total sweetheart.

2004-12-22T04:27:00.000-08:00

heloo! haha ytd went christmas shopping. olala with yonghan xiaotong zea zea. yonghao kor. my dajie and my auntie. haha yay! mtv is showing gwen stefani. haha. she rocks! channel 32 rocks.!! hehe haha.okay then went to orchard. wisma. then wen to precious times and got a "chick" bag for our lil sweet heart gurl, xiaoqing darling. haha. yea. it's umm a sling bag. haha and then we went to ripcurl and got a ripcurl pencil box for yonghao. haha. yea. then umm got to taka. and got this mat 2++ bucks. my auntie got it (x haha. yea jay-z and linkin park rocks!!! haha. okay. mmhmm. then in taka haha. i had to choose over a chicky coin bank and a photo thingy. haha so i just bought both hehe. tho mrs ong wants us to like you know get the christmas exchange thing mus be under five buck but that's tooo little. cant fnd. haha. yeaaa. aniway shopped till late night got prezzies for almost everyone. isit? i kinda forgot then we went to my aunt's shop in JEC. and then cause we were bored we went to the arcade lah. then we play quite a few games. yea haha. it was fun. haha
well trying to change my blogskin. but recently REALLii busy no time at all reallii i m typing this realli quick. sighh. being busy sucks alot. damn haha then today went to christmas shop with my mum.
haha. was pretty fun. got presents too. haha. yeaa. bought lipgloss yea hehe. alot moree.. haha. anw bodyshop rocks more than everrr! hhaa. okay oaky. tml gona wear pink halter inside denim skirt and aprobably black/white top. cap haha. yeaaa. bringin' the cam.hehe. okay okay erm. smth's wrong with my sis. honestly. i feel fucking sad. but yah i hide my feelings. i shall not go into wad happened. it's like invading her privacy lah. yah. so yah got to go le. inuyasha!! i love you!! he's so cuteeee! hehe. actually not realli haha watever?!! haha. tml going to helena's house.yup cheryl's going. erm yea. so bye! (x oh oh oh yahh!! i've got the WHOLE fucking week planned. tml going to the class party then the next day going to ice-skating with yonghannie.haha went to FCUK ytd too. was fight ing with yonghan haha. funnie we took a perfume strips and tried to "attack" each other with it. hehe. fun the perfume was strong. haha. haha. okay then wil be the drunking time yay. i just cant wait you know it's like. whoa. haha. yea then got alot more crap. haha. okay oaky reallii gotta go now byee hunnie bunnies! *muackks*

2004-12-17T07:41:00.000-08:00

heloo.!! haahaa. wah okay i admit i reallii DO like him. he's so sweet!! haha. nice too kaes..
wahhh reall sweet. went out with him today. haha. at east coast. haha.
we're kinda talking and playing and yuu know.play? haha
okay i shall not reveal his name and bla.haha.
mysterious. (x okay gtg now bye.
-lost when i m in his arms.

2004-12-17T04:59:00.000-08:00

helooo! haha wah been soo busy lately.. yunye had asked me to make herr blog yah. then haha. made it for her.. she has the same song as me. haha never be replaced. haha. then i amde the blog for her lah.yah den haha she called me lor..then we chatted for quite long haha..we chat about wad mrs ong gunna do about us when we go to the party on this coming 23th dec. ahh. she said it's possible that yuu know we're gunna kinda play musical chairs... hahahah! but i think lah. high possibility that yuu know we're gunna play pass the puzzle...hahaha!
OH MAN last year whne i went to lili's b-dae party..haha! i had to sing okay! but i refused...i was like.." no.. nO!!!! i will nvr ever..NEVEERRR!!" ahhaha. i was like oh god damn..............hahahah! i had to sing sing sing!!
hahahhah. oh man. suckiee.. haha. okay. my sis screwed up again. poor thing. i wana help them but i know i shudnt... wahh da-jie.. yuu are so mean..!! shout at herr. liddat. haha. okay..okay okay. gtg now byee!!

2004-12-16T20:57:00.000-08:00

heloo! haha. wah slept at arnd 5am in the morning ytd..was tonning ma.. wah then watched hangman's curse..on star movies hahaha.. sounds pretti scarie? NOT AT ALL! haha. it's damn cool man!!it's actuallii about poisonous spiders..yea.. real cool then went on to watch mtv. haha. utt rocks!!! he's sooo cute!! oh man. haha. he's so funnie in cool crap.hahahah!!!! anw.. in hangman's curse there's this guy called yi-en smth liddat. haha. real coool!!! realii cool. anw..he has reallii mani piercings.. i wana pierce my bottom lip...hahaa. i will. one day...
anw i wana watch meet the fockers!!! its SOOOO funniee...pierce my bottom lip!! WOOT. anwhahha!! i love destiny's child!! loose my breadth is soo funnie!!haha. okay by the end of next year....i wna have..
a naval piercing.
vodka set.
get drunk at least thrice
yah that's all haha. okay gtg..yunye wan me to do some rating of the gurls inside my class. yea. okay then bye!
anw talked to mal ytd...haha he's so sweet. x).. damn. haha. okay then bye!

2004-12-16T06:17:00.000-08:00

helooo! sad..sad.. i feel so sad now.. sighh just recieved a call from my uncle..my cousin whose working aussie land.. well he got kinda caught by the police.. guess wad? he paid $13,000 to go there kaes!!!! sad..i feel like crying for him.. he's so nice to me.. x) he's quite shuai too lar.. but now he's in aussie.sighh *broken heart-ed.
he haveneven earn back the $13,000 and cause he bought alot of stuff and yuu know was sitting and yuu know smoking or smth liddat and the poilce got him...FUCK THE AUSSIE POLICE. why why??!! *so sad

*sighh* why to him? he worked sooo hard.. scrimped and saved....!!!!! hmpf i feel like crying...he's my cousin/.

that's humiliation. yuu think i can bear to see him in jail???? i mean.. there is a possibility he's gunna like go to0 jail? sighh.. well i shall pray for himm and hope god hears my prayers....... well. sighh. it's okay. inuyasha is playing later... oh well bye! (x

2004-12-15T04:16:00.000-08:00

I'm far too shy to tell you that I love you.

You're a star far from my plain earth.

I gaze and see no woman who's above you:

To me you are the cynosure of worth.

Yet with all your beauty you're a person

Like me in need of sympathy and love.

Your thoughts of me would not,

I dare hope, worsenIf I in some way tried your heart to move.

There's pleasure, surely, drawn from the reflection

That someone, somewhere, worships your sweet face,

Thinks you are the summit of perfection,

Wants nothing more of life than your embrace.

The danger is you'll think it couldn't be;So I suggest you see yourself through me.

" tho i know we're meant to be together; i still fear yuu'll leave me one day.

2004-12-14T20:14:00.000-08:00

heloo!! i am back! (: haha. anw. well THE GUYS THERE ARE HOTT!! i m burning. hahahha! no la. okay..
so we first visited my auntie. then we yuu know went shopping!! WOOT. i bought skirts and skirts..!! and i've bought a cap from blody glove..! a bag oso frm bodyglove.! i just love it..! but we left TOO early alreadii..*sigh*
haha. anw then we went to karaoke session AGAIN haha. then i saw this guy..wahh!! HOT. haha. [boy-craziee]
hhaa. anw. we were in a room..unlike cheryl's country cluib x) haha. anw.. then we ordered all the cocktails and also the beeer? ahhaa. and cans..of drinks..yuu know..yuppp..i drink the WHOLE bottle of beer...wasnt tipsy AT ALL.haha i can hold my liquor well..hahah no la. then after that i kept drinking the cocktails...haha. wahh
shuang mann! haha. then i think i was drunk.QUITE. but no one realized. haha. i was burning. and i was..ki siao
haha. anw. i was CRAZIEE. hhhaaa.. well luckily they had yuu know all kinds of music...from olden kinds to pop. from chinese to dunno wad! haha. anw. we tasted the delicacies in the EARLY MORNIN!!! urghh. so yuu know i was pissed. and stuff liddat ..tired. anw. haha. my sis wanted to go to the toilet and fine i followed herr.
haha. then they had funnie doors that you can yuu know..lock the person inn..so i said.."jie..yuu know i can lock yuu inn?" haha. she had no response. so i locked.. then i was outside the cubicle...thinking how funnie manfred was in genting.. then i was singin welcome to my life..! hahha. then i walked off.!!! haaahhahah!!!! then she screamed but dint hear her...then at the table a woman came overr and asked us who is calling forr jiachin? hahha then i freaked..i ran inn and she sadi " yuu fucking lock me in the toilet yuu bitch! FUCK yuu. " hahaha
i said " ohh i m fucking sorry!!!!" ahhaha.. stooopid...haha.anw at the karaoke. i was singing LALALALA..
hahhahahaha. i was craziee..!!! and my mum fucking pissed me off. cause when we were shopping at body glove.. she dunno why dun lemee buy..so me and my sis jhust but..ignore herr..hhahah..so we BOUGHT!
hahhaha.. then we went shop until siao..hhaah.wanted to play pool but dint...shucks.oh well..too bad lorr..
then we were buying the titbits ytd and my sis bought SOO much it cost us about $50?!!! hahaha.. nvm.
oh well i m back.. my da jie dint gooo.. reached home at 4.45am today.. hahaha. and talked to my dajie..
stoopid gurl...haha.. she loves the comic fruit basket...oh ya..watched alien VS predator and taxi WOOT...
FUNNIEEEEEEE!! (taxi) hhaa.funnieeee.. okay i feel like shit now. i drank a lil bitty. mabbe a few glasses today morning...qi siao liao.hahha. dying..hahaha.. no la. anw. i've got it wrong. he has not left.URGHHH. hahaha.
anw..wads with that siantzu and kimm? gimme choose i'l choose to side siantzu? yupp...okay gtg now..byeee!!

2004-12-10T08:07:00.000-08:00

heloo! ssssshhhh it's 12.07am in the morning. haha musnt let my mum know i m using the com or she'll kill me man.. phew luckily got my simple plan playing. hiding the stoopid typing noise. urgh. the rain is scaring me. it alwaes acts tho it's my mum's foot steps and i keep imagine she's gunna pop behind me and then start to nag
oh man. i have a weird life here. haha. anw omg it's raining? haha. love it when it does. but now just sfraid my mum wud wake up. sian diao. haha. trying to trpe as spftly as i can lor. sighh. wait she come and nagg..wah.
anw. not going to sleep today. tonning cause urgh nth to do. haha. leavin tml dun miss me ar. haha. DUH. yuu wont. anw. gunna do my hair once we reach. rebond again and cut layered. =)) haha. cant wait. sighh.. sian.
umm anw johan is dying! haha. i want to laugh.! haha. not realii dying but dunno wad's wrong with him la. jie say he cough BLOOd. oh, he's dying. sad. haha.no la. just wna tell him take care and dun die cause my sis will cry like shit. haha. okay then gtg now. woot. bye *muackks*

2004-12-10T02:05:00.000-08:00

heloooo.! haha..dint reallii had a GOOD night's sleep ytd.. the air-con was TOO cold..and i had this very thin blankiee..hmpf.. and i was SO COLD..now my legs are hurting cause the air-con's "wind" blew straight on my legs the WHOLE night mann..haha slept at 5am okay.! nvm..used to tonning..haha. but my thighs HURT! haha
anw..so bored..got pissed ytd..anw..HAHA when i was pissed. i kinda told linton a funnie new word..shuddy.
hahah! wanted to put shuddup but dunno why put shuddy..HAHA. anw linton was laughin..haha...nvm..new word. haha. i REALLY dint noe jeremy has a girl friend.!! omgomg..i think she is larr..cause he kept darling here and there..HAHA.. anw. umm hope yuu two be together forever?! hahahah...nvm..oh well..inuyusha ytd.
hahha..STUPID! haha..umm that's all..i've been lazing arnd since dunno when... anw..sighh going overseas again tml..!! WOOT. YAY!..hahha...umm so bye? wun't be blogging fer quite a long time la..haha. umm gtg now.
so BYE! anw i m leavin at 10pm night. so..ya. haha..byeee! ((= *muacks*

2004-12-09T06:57:00.000-08:00

helooooo!!! hahas.. todayw ent out to zhiqing's b-dae partieee..!! WOOO. at first i was a little reluctant cos no one wna go wif me...FINE so.. umm i got her a book..tracy beaker...yupp...then i went there..so i waited downstairs at their condo..then i called them. then all of them came down...when i saw..YONGHAN! hahas.. i was like omg.. eh..HI.. you know..hahas..<-- my cuzzie too la. anw... we said hi and i was like HELLO ZHIQING!! and she intro-ed her friends to me.. the deepest impress was darell..i think and this jun-ling..i think.
hahas..and anthr gurll..anw me and yonghan started to talk talk talk..*lol..then XIAOQING!! ahhh..she was there...then me and yonghan went to the playground and acted like whiny lil brats.hahah! cos we wanted to get ALONG with xiaoqing and benita. LOL.. then we were like omg omg!! mummy..! i m stuck..!! AHHH...Hhahah
anw... we were enjoying ourselves..zhiqing was with herr friends...playing with her mp3..so ya...dint realli wana disturb them..so yahh...but laterr we played water along the pool..hahhas.anw we sprayed water on each othr..yonghan was practically throwing water at me!! then he took a bowl and i took a plate..!! muahaha... we scooped the water and threw at each other..untill really wet wet..!! hahas... i was like aiya stop i m WET!!! AHH
then we ere laughin laughin...at each othr..then haha.. we played blind man's buff.. catching.. LOL.. then we played dog and bone..!! hahah.. COUSINS AGAINST FRIENDS.! WOOT..me yonghan zhiqing and benita against darell jun-smth and some gurll. AND xiaoqing...hahhas..anw while playing blind man's buff and yonghan was the blind man...i kept calling him a LOSER..hahas...and zhiqing said...i cud be rather annoying sometimes..
hahahha! yonghan told her she cud be annoying too..HAHHAH... anw..we were singin and yellin..! woo..HAHA
it was funnie!! and that jun-smth gurll was practically showing her affectioniate to yonghan..hahhas..she kept you know..flirtin..she's those kind..joannalam one..quiet quiet gentle gentle one...HAHA..yup..yonghan was like DUN BEAT MY HEAD AR...hahas...anw..saw this couple on my way back home..on the MRt..hugging and frenching
yupp..i was eeeeew! i'll nvr do that...anw..haha! yonghan said i have a kiam pa face while i told him he had a xia lan snoopy face haaha! i feel mean but he's meaner!! anw i shall not go into that..hahahha....!!! he's funnie. anw..
ahahas.. so bored right now..mum's angry with sis.....BLA dun care...my mum threw the GLASS cup into the sink...it broke...oh fuckit..dun give much a damn about family anmore..just wna wait ferr christmas...mabbe i wna go to the 2005 countdown..MAYBE..yupp... or i can stay home and ...3 , 2 , errr.. then.? ahhahahas... no la..
then 1!!!! WOOOOOOO HAPPY NEW YEAR,,!! hahahhahahas... like that... anw...tired...grilled mushroom with zhiqing and yonghan hahaha..DISASTROUS.! <--error..! hahahas..anw.. yonghan kept saying he's CHEF PIERRE from france..YEA RIGTH! hahhaahhahs.. he said me and zhiqing ruined he's MASTERPIECE...hahha
anw....LOVE YUU GUYS LOADS..!! ahhhahas...dint take pictures...dint bring cam...but auntie jess got take..umm i'll try to get it in when i get the pics frm auntie jess...hmm...yuppppp..! well i guess this is LOOOOOONNNNNNNGGGGG!!! hahhas....gtg now..byeeeeeeeee! *muackkers!
* pEace oUT A tOwN

2004-12-08T20:42:00.000-08:00

heloo..! well ytd was fucking pissed cos saw three kiddos spraying water at MY cat.!at first i was like aiya kids..NAIVE..playing with water...then when i saw them spraying water on meow meow... i shouted" OIE STOP SPRAYIN WATER ON HERRR.!!!" then they of cause shock la.. and they look at me..then i told them to fuck off and stuff cause they claimed the cat was thiers...FUCK THOSO KIDS IF I SEE YOUU AGAIN YOU DIE. and got once more when we put meow meow and mimi outside in a basket.. GOT THIS GROUP OF FUCKNG CHILDREN TOOK THIER BASKET FOR THEIR KITTENS...made them poo inside and stuff..the gurl has long hair...be-spectacled..and arnd the age of 13+..now la.. and had a group of friends with her DUN LEMME SEE YUU AGAIN..knnbccb.. so pissed at this kind of thiefs and abusers...it's so sad they have this kind of ppl...*sigh* anw..mal has left for california i think..*sadddd* well he'll be ther for at least a few months..but i dunno when he left..cause when we were talkin on msn he told me abt it then when i was gunna say yuu know miss yuu and bon voyage..my FUCKING com hanged....when i restarted...he was offline...den i dint care much...cause i was busy...VERY busy...shopping...everyday go out to orchard....*sighh* only last night i rmb..i texted him and he dint reply so yupp i guess he left....miss him soooo much!!! anw..love you malcolm and bon vayage...errmmm...LOVE YUUU!!! *miss you loadssss and loaddsss!!!* *muackks* okay onto serious buisness...today gg to zhiqing's b-dae partieee..!!!! WOOOOOOOO!! i LOVE yoouu zhiqing!!! YOU ROCK!
*lol...she ROCKS TOTALLY MANNN!! i cant live without a cousinn like her...we've showered together..slept...played..and did EVERyTHING together...LOL..anw...LOVE HER LOADS happie birthdayyy!!!! *love love love youuuu!!!!!* (: okay.hmm love yuu mal.. gtg now...bye *muacks*

2004-12-07T05:33:00.000-08:00

My Christmas Wishlist.
1. vanassa carlton's white house. twenty bucks
2. new OP bag. forty bucks
3.vodka set. fifty to seventy bucks
4.blue-pink sunglasses. forty bucks
5.~~nice earrings from 77th streets.fifteen bucks~~
6.second pierccing on one ear. four-bucks
7.all kinds of chocolates. dunno hahas.
8.manicure colours: pink and green. eighteen bucks.
9.mosturizing lotion frm bodyshop.eighteen bucks.
hahhas yupp my wishlist..BLA. hahas..(:

2004-12-07T05:24:00.000-08:00

my simple plan ahhhhhhhhh!!! they simply rock!! my god my god..!!! (:

2004-12-07T04:56:00.000-08:00

heloooo! hahhahhas...yayyy..! i finally got it..! my simple plan cd..! omg omg.. waited for sooo long yuu know..
omg omg..!!! yayyy! shut up really rocks alot you know hahas..anyway..i wanted ashlee simpson but nahh....g0t it downloaded ard...anw ate a real sumptious dinner today..err...spaghetti and wine..! hahas.. yummy! i've got all my christmas events PLANNED! just cannot wait for 25th to come! woohoo..we'll be havin a christmas party..only us..the WAN family..hahahhaha! anw..my mums gunna buy lots of vodka and beer and also shes gunna open the few bottles of shandy we have and YUM! shes gunna orderr turkeyyy!!!!! yipeeee.! hahhas.. anw i decided not to dye my hair...cause i decided not to..*lol...anw then we are gunna get drunk!!! wooohoo!
then after that very night we will have anthr one at my aunt's house i think and it's gunna be still turkey and wine!!
yuppppp...mabbe larr..but it's 78% we aree gunna go...muahahs..then to my teacher's partyy!!!!! yea yea yea!oh mann i feel drunk cause i 've drank like....2 cups of wine..hahas..okay. manfred rocks man..he's funnie...!! he's really REALLY funny!OMG zoe tay just slapped rui-en in my smth in-law..hahhahahahs! anw..today watched alot of shows..CANT WAIT TO WATCH SHREK AGAIN this sunday...rmb to watch ar.! anw.. saw this card really cute today!! REALY CUTE! youu open it it have some sounds and yuu can make music outta it..!!! whoever buys it for me i'll love that person as much as i love moii mama...( not alot) *loll..hahahs.. yuppp...anw A BIG THNKEW TO CHERYL..thanks for your souvenirs..!!!! *ai si ni..! (: (: (:
okay then gtg noww! byeee! (: *muackks*
* Peace Out .A. Town

2004-12-06T22:08:00.000-08:00

.:pAmx2-g0ngzhuuu:.
hahas..helooo! yupp..umm.. not much to say larr...ytd slept at midnight..errr..3am..hahas..we three sisters were in my 2nd sis's room listening to songs like jay chou nan quan mama...err..nelly...t.A.t.U...Vanessa Carlton..hahas..yupp...Bon Jovi i think..and when it was the A thousand Miles by vanessa carlton we were all acting like the scene in white chicks..hahah! SO CUTE. anw..white chicks really rockk!! i rate in 10 to 10..hahahs..yupp...they are so funniee...! anw..then we slept...i mean we returned to our rooms and slept... yay!
i did it! i finally changed the song..!!!! yupp..so happy..ummm i love my blog..and i m trying to figure out how to put my video inside..*lol..it's a stupid video abt my blog..hahhas..aniwaes...i need to know how larr...but it's pretty difficult lor....anyway..I HATE IT WHEN PPL GOES MUSHY WITH ME!!! like yuu know..mushy..
eeeeew.! hahahs...anyway..I LOVE YUU ALL SO MUCH! errrr..and i cant wait to go to the party...christmas partyyyy..! yupp..tml meeting cheryl..! SHE IS BACK! YAY!!! *jumps fer joy* hhahhas...its great to have yuu back!!! i hate to say this but i 've missed yuu loads..! hahhas..yuppp...she bought me sweet..! frm taiwan and oso.. shells...which i think shud be quite nice since it's picked by herrrr...yuppppp...hahash...meeting her for i think movies tml..! yupp...gtg now so..BYE!!!!!! *muackss* (:
*peace out .A. town.

2004-12-06T06:17:00.000-08:00

hahahs..! omg omg..ppl are telling me in msn not to cry cos they see the pic below this entry..MY FOOT! hahahs..i aint crying...cause you see..hahas..i was taking my pictures.and i recalled this "i wish i cud..bla..." thing and i started to try squeeze tears out of my eyes..and cos helena say she nvr see me cry before..hahahah! anw i kinda enjoyed that man...anw song of the day is.... the reason by hoobastank.

2004-12-06T03:33:00.000-08:00

i wish i cud save the tears i cried for you and fucking drown you in them!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-12-05T22:59:00.000-08:00

.:pAmx2-g0ngzhuu:.
i swear that that bitch bears some grudges against me man..some fucking bitch she is..crazy ass..ytd went to orchard...gimme that black face..siao..then say wad i shudnt dye my hair cos its not in a very good condition.. when hers is like..errrrr..chickenyy..oh well who cares abt tt bitch..NO ONE! ahahas.. anw..we've not been on very good terms lately..cos dunno wads wrong with her..i dint even do anithing to her larr..siao..anw..i m sure shes siao! hahas..well i think last friday or last last last friday went out with my mum...to my grandfathers hse to eat dinner...it was NOT enjoyable to me cos the ppl there really sucked alot mann.....okay i was there late and then i had to eat the dinner with the adults..i mean you noe my uncles and blaaaa! hahahs..then the aunty i REALLY hate was there too lar.. so yahh when i was DRINKING MY SOUP.THAT AUNTY was asking me to eat eat eat...................... i finished my food already and she ask me eat eat eat....kanasai! so i kept quiet pertend i nvr see or hear anithing drank my soup i kept my eyes locked on the bowl..i could see they were pissed! that was my misshion...HAHAHA i laugh...hahhhahahha! oh well that bitch thinks tt if she showers..i'll lend her the com...SHE DREAM ON....biatch...knnbccb!..okay.gtg now bye
*peace out "a" townn.

2004-12-05T22:02:00.000-08:00

me, da-jie and er-jie.! hahas..at orchard...eating dim sum and drinking jolly shandy..!

2004-12-05T21:46:00.000-08:00

.:pAmx2.g0ngzhu:.
omg omg! hahas..my pictures and evrything are really making myy blog lagg..oh well.. wait lor..hahas..yupp..umm but if your com is fast then okay lar..but my com ar..i realli wana murder it mann..10 mins jamms one time...wahh have to restart at least 3-4 times to get it to work for an hour..oh well.. nvm laa..well hows my blog.? its looks better right? and the tagboard too..yay..! ummm...not much to say larr.. today also got nth much oonee..anw..i realize my entries are geting shorter and shorter..ohhh mann..cause i 've got nuts to say! umm ytd...i played com the WHOLE day and today still the same larr..oh my..my lifes getting more boring day by day..nvr go out...cause they all go overseas liao...*sighh then haven find job yet..damm! oh welll...anw not much now...and gtg now..! errr...goodbye?! hahas..no la byeee! *muackks*

2004-12-04T20:59:00.000-08:00

.:pamx2-g0ngzhuu:.
yipeeee! going to have my hair dyed dark brown! and going to get new converse sport shoes.. well ytd went to orchard road larr..hahas..very fun..we couldnt get seats in the "restaurents" so wad we did was pack some "dian xin" and bought some lemon-not-so-much-alchohol beeer.. hahaas..yupp...then we went out and sat on the staircase..and ate under the dark blue sky.. unusual but fun..hahas..nvr had dinner like this before..well...its was nice cos we ate alot of thing and i drank two cans of "beer"
hahas.. oh well.. then we just you know went shopping...in nike woman and got a pair of sport shoes which cost 106 bucks.. yupp. my mum wanted to get a pink pair fer me but NO thnkew..it was grss looking so i told her i wana get my shoes frm converse.. she said okay..so OKAY..i m getting my shoes..! yupp..well..umm here are some info about my tempers or watever.. hahas... well.. you know i m angry at youu if i DUN talk to yuu and giv you a black face..even if youu talk to me i'll either ignore or talk to you in a very scary,deeep toned voice...then you wud see me staring at othrs..in a scary manner..hahahs....and mumbling smth or scolding the ppl eg.babies.. i wud ask it to shut up and stuff liddat...hahas...yupp.. you know it when im happy if i start to talk to yuu and you know...go crazy... stuf liddat... yuu know i m bored if i just sit arnd and dun talk you know..hmm tts abt all larr.. gtg now byeeeee! (: *muackks*

2004-12-03T22:20:00.000-08:00

hahas..me and my armoured boyfriend..! in genting..hahas..no la its just a puny lil statue..

2004-12-03T22:05:00.000-08:00

.:pAmx2.g0ngzhuu:....
helooo! my marshymellows..! hahas..no la..just a bit happy today cause going to orcharrd..for shopping..! yuppp...tonight!..wana see me go orchard...hahas...no laa...hmm well just bought sex-bands..noe wad isit? hahas... it is a band and if you give the person you like and she/he breaks it...then you must have you-know-wad with the personn hahaas...weird eh? well...but definately i m NOT going to give anyone...mabbe someone...hahas..okay so i went to northpoint ytd wiht my mum..ate delifrance and also sushi..hahas..pigggs..oh well went to shop for zhiging..my fav cousin...'s prezzie...yupp...me and my mum wants to buy this treasure chest for her..it's umm..written on it is december..and a turqoise heart-shaped stone on it..
and inside says alot of shit init la...its cost..arnd 27 bucks..? yupp...i wanted my mum to buy march for me..she said next yr....
*lol...nvm la...next yr lor..hahas..yupp...if you want....go to northpoint's precious time..<--isit precious time? aiya..precious smth la...oh welll...my blog looks better than before..? ithink so..anyways..i cant seem to find where my archieves arre... so cant read my previos bloggings..oh wel..nvm..and i m soo sorry! you have to enter 8 times before entering my blog..! sry sry!! *lol...okays....gtg now..update tml...love you guys... *anw..someone wanted my number for fun today..hahas..

2004-12-02T06:50:00.000-08:00

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okayy...i m writing this bloody thing with anger rushing thru me......oh well..why? my mantou-ed faced mum doesnt allow me dye my hiar dark brown! wtf..?! mines naturally brown but i want it BROWNer...why cant she just understand..? and why i say the word fuck? it's nth wrong if you DO not know the reason..NO harm..ham-ji ar..? try to bother me...they dun even noe wad the meaning fuck is..! wad a big joke..
hahas..they only noe it's a bad word..oh mummy i m five onlyy..i m not allowed the go bad..waaaahh! i want my milk bottle puleease! wah lao...okayy..i noe i m being a lil bit qi-siao here but cant help it when i have such a mum...mantou-ed face..fried summore..COCK ar..! kanasai.. lousy computer i have 'er..wah..i DUN care..i am gunna get my hair dyed dark-brown..pffft! you are NOT going to care about MY life you bitch..anyways..*lol..people..if you dunno..lemme tell you ALL smth.. i m moving OUT when i am seventenn...which is not gunna be long frm noww..just have to wait a few more years..scrimp and save the pocket money... soon i'll have MY life..freedom...i loook forward to that man...well..i AM going to dye my hair..guess wad mantou head said..she said my hair wud turn yellow..wtf..? well if it's true why haven't that coloured balding head of hers GO yellow...well i AM NOT being mean..but..i canNOT stand that mantou-ed face..i really hate it...mabbe going to change a few stuff on my blog..umm.. i think...yea..okayys..song of the day iis...simple plan's welcome to myy life..
*lol..it TOTALLY explains me...hahas.. lyriccs..here you go peepz..read it..*loll!!

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna runaway?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud but no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels all right

You don't know what it's like

To be like me;To be hurt;To feel lost;To be left out in the dark;To be kicked when you're down;

To feel like you've been pushed around;To be on the edge of breaking down

But no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like..Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desparate to find something more?

Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With their big fake smiles and their stupid lies;Well deep inside you're bleeding;No you don't know what it's like;

When nothing feels all right;You don't know what it's like;To be like me;To be hurt;To feel lost;To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down;To feel like you've been pushed around;To be on the edge of breaking down

But no one's there to save you; No you don't know what it's like...Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face

No one ever stabbed you in the back

You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

Never had to work it was always there

You don't know what it's like what it's like;To be hurt;To feel lost;To be left out in the dark;To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking downBut no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like [x2]

Welcome to my life [x3]

singgaporee idoll..

2004-12-01T07:28:00.000-08:00

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heyyyys! oh well..finished watching singapore idol...taufik kinda won..wtf?! hahaas.. nvm nvm..aiyaa. thought sly would win laaa.. shocking results..aiya but know long time tt THAT taufik will win one larr...too bad fer sly lor..anyways.. the 11 finalists were all at the final showdown thingyy.. haas.. and they sang together...oh well..quite nice..oh yahh sly sang an jing AGAIN..hahahs..it's quite horrible..and quite nice...aiyaa why jay chou go back soo early..shud stay a few more days then can see sly sing his song..kanasai...go home so early fer wad..?
aiyaa..nvm..anyway took some pictures of sly...quite nice..i think i like it...hahah! oh well..wah i wana tear open my stomach to see wads init.. pain like shit....wahhhhhhhhh! hahhas...i feel gross...anyways...listening to the Singapore Ah Beng Song.. hahas..by John Klass.its quite funnie laa..wad handphone on the right pager on the left...hahas..anyways..cheryl left for taiwan today..so you wun see her tagging for a long time..*gunna miss her*..ah well..hahas..i think i've got gastrits...mabbe not gastrits.. stomach ulcer..oh mann..okayy cheryls leftt..whos gunna tag ma board..? hahas.. no one.. ah well.. cause i've not ask anyone to link me..*lazyyyy* hahhas..oh wel...okayy..umm..gtg now..
anyways..saw johan foong ytd..outside myy sis's chalet..AHHHH! wah lao.. he stared at me i stared at him...oh well..HE LOOKED COOL.
hahahs..if you dunno who isit...he's my sis's boyfrien..so forbidden to see each othr...smth liddat..HAHAH! makes me wana laugh..luckily mama nvr see him..nvm I THINK HE'S HOT! ah well... hahahs... okayys..gtg right noww..bye! *muaclcs* malcolm rocksss! SLY ROCKS TOO!

2004-11-30T20:05:00.000-08:00

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heyyyys! (: oh well..haha! i cant stop laughin!! hahas... ytd..at arnd 9pm at night.. i went to pasir-ris...the chalet..to kinda pick my sister up cos my mum doesnt want her to stay..oh wel..the lucky thing is...my father had the union members card so he was allowed in..so was i...
and my mum stayyed out while me and my dad looked for my sis..okayy we reached the chalet number K2004...we stood outside... then i saw a guy in blue outside too...i looked at him once..i tot he was just you noe..someone..else..but on second looks...i knew straight away who was it.. JOHAN FOONG..i was stunned.. i stared...he stared...luckily my dad dint noe.. den he kinda stared at me...den i stared back! hahaas
then i jumped..and i shouted er-jie cos i saw her..she turned arnd and was stunned...immediately johan walked away pretending he was talking on the phone..i was like...SHOCKED! very veyr shockedoh well..when we walked out..i was talking to my sis...telling her to keep her fingers crossed tt i dun tell..then she begged my mum to stay..my mum kinda agreed..oh well..i think daniel wee oso came..hahhaas.. oh mann...i cant telll..but its like JOHAN! its you know..she forbidden to see him..but oh well too bad..gtg noww..byee! *muackes* btw johan is hot and cool.
malcolm rocks!

2004-11-29T23:51:00.000-08:00

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helloooooo!!! *muacks* *muacks* *love lotts* heyys ppl!! i m back from genting! i ve got lots to tell you guys about! but recently just dont have the time to write...so forgive me for my "buisiness" (: hahas...well...went to genting in a "private" bus.. a humongo bus which could contain 45 ppl but only had 3 of us inside. *lol..well tho so..but it's veryy comfyy..hahas..you could sit anywherre you desire cos there was practically no one there to stop yaa.. hahas..the driver was pretty nice cos he kinda acted as our "ahmadd" hahas..yea..so we took the bus and we took like uh..5-7 hours..to reach the wonderful nice nice nice!!! genting!! on the bus we were kinda eating and eating...we watched terminater 3...yea..arnold is so cute! *lol...hahhas..yeaa..we ate uh..choc sweets all the "mr fat" stuf like sausages..hahaas..yea..well when we reached genting it was pretty cold there...you could actually see clouds floating past you..hahas..yupp..then we checked into the hotel.. and cos we were pretty tired out we kinda took a nap...comfyy! yea.. then woke up oh yahh we stayyed in first world hotel...its really nice cos the theme parks were downstairs..yupp..so we went down.ate our dinner.. and we ate ICE CREAM!!! hahas..its really good..i kinda forgot what the name is..i only noe got this "31" thingy..evryone shud go try it...! yupp...then uh we kinda went back to the hotel and slept again..*blush* lol..piggies.!! then the next day we went to play our hearts out..hahas..we ate the morning buffet first.. then we bought this little band for $29 and $49 yea..it givs us entry to both out and indoor theme parks! *lol...so we played and played till it was 12.30am...hahas
yeaa..then the next day we were supposed to check out and leave at arnd 2.30pm. but we met manfred!! *lol..he IS damm funnie.! you will love being with him well if you dunno him..he is my sister's friend...yea...also my sis's friend's boyfriend hahas...weird connection...and we went to outdoor theme park with him...we wanted to take the space shot..*lol...he was like no shit i m so scared..hahahs..some gay.hahhas..no la then we kinda made him take it..so we "cut queue" hahas.. yea and we were in the midst of some typical bengs..which were manfred's friends la..well..there were uh..ben.(acs).kelvin jiajun(some mortford thing) and uh..forget le..oh no.. hahahs.. ! yea wah lao. the space shot thing really scared the shit outta me! when we reached the very top..i tot we were already dropping so i kinda was like eh..not bad wad nth la.." budden BONG! we wer "flying" hahhaas..i was like omg omg i really regret this..hahahas..then we came down with our leggs jellied..
hahas...anyways..KELVIN..YOU ARE HOT! hahas...then two thirty..we had to leave aww.*sad sad.. * but we had to wat..so left..and guess who i saw at the bus station..? BLODWEN!!! i was like oh my fucking god..holy shit..! hahhas...then took the "private bus back then taxi...reached home at abt...10pm...yahh...aiyaya...today woke up at 10am and myy auntie came to fetch me and my dajie to eat lunch....
hahas..oh yahh.. my dajie has prom night today.. she bought a $70 gown and $40 bucks shoes..necklace and earrings.. which all add up to arnd $200..not alot but still okay...the gown id like a halter gown..?! yeaa..pretty nice today she went out to do her hair...hahas..yupp...and me and yonghao were at the mac of causeway point doing some experiment.....we put 10 packs of coffee mate into some milo....and we put sugar and then bbq and curry sauce then ketchup and chilli..tea and two tea bags ( we poked holes) and evrything came out! hahas.. and then we added warm water then ice..! hahahahas.! i tasted it...but he nvr...hahas..nvm.. it was fun..! and he read the "Give Children A Better Tomorrow" to
"Give Chickens A Better Tomorrow"..!!! hahas.. weirdo...he said mabbe cos the mac wana save the chickens.. so that they can make fresh nuggets or smth! hahhas.! howw weird..(: hahas..anyways..he's a funnie funnie guy...! hahas.. well...i m guna change my blog template...and i've gtg noww.! byee (: *muacks* btw malcolm rocks.! (:
*pams made a confession

2004-11-24T20:24:00.000-08:00

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heyys..! oh god..sick noww..duinnnoe why..fever..and havin dizzy spells...hahas..
high fever...39 degrees...oh my lordd...*lol...but its okayy la...hahas...went to cheryl's house ytd and at her hse we were practising how to sing..!! hahahs...wad a weird thing to do.. hahas..we sang..jay chou..m2m...westlife...and all those crap laa...hahas..den i felt veryy sick alreadyy..but ya...cannot ruin the day...*lol...cos
its like...if i tell..i wud be sent home and have to spend another boring dayy at home..besides.. i really looked forward in going to the karaoke session with cheryl..yups...then her mum asked me to stay over but...i didnt want to cos.....i dun think they have saline and the box for me to put my contacts..*lol.. then at arnd 7.15pm..after eating dinner there...we went to the country club..*lol...during the dinner...cheryl's father kept giving me stuff to eat..like.. he wud suddenly scop some chicken..put it on my plate..i was gunna puke by then cos i lost my appetite and really couldnt eat anymore...so i took the chicken and gave it to cheryl...then
i told her " cheryl..eat more..eat more!!!!" *lol....then she looked at me then passed the chicken to her sis..and said "see eileen i love you sooo much"...hahahaaha...
weird...i realli didnt wana eat the veggie cos cheryl's grandma used her hand to scoop it up...lol...okayy... then we went to the club...aand into the karaoke room..
*lol..me and cheryl sang m2m pretty boyy and i forgot le...hahas..well honestly..it was pretty nice...but when we went on to sing the next..we chose.............jay chou.
oh god..qing tian and ni ting de dao..haahhas.. the stupid stereo system kinda went "siao" hahas...so of cos...sang HORRIBLY!!!! hahas.. the vj was soo cute.!! *lol..
and then we sang erm...titanic..................................OH MY LORD..!!! sucked like helll....hahas.. then me and cheryl went to the "haunted" toilet ......omg.!! when we kinda enter...there was NO sound all...but when we closed the doooorrr...got this "tock tock tock" sound..OH MY HOLY GOD...how nice huh...*lol..we were like ahhhhhhhhhh and ran out..hahas.. and then we went to the arcade... used 10 bucks
to change for the coins but it got stuck........i was pissed......VERY pissed...lol...
buut too bad...yups..came home at 'bout....10.30pm..how earlyy..hor..hahahahs...
ya.okayyy.....lemme tell you all something i worked out recently..lol... okayy..

love is like bananas.

you can only take one cos

two will make you feeel too full.

tho the skin is bitter but the meat is sweet

(something like...nvr judge a book by its cover)

you must not snatch othr's banana

cause its not right to snatch...*lol

gays are "allergic" to bananas.

lol!!!..okayy its pretty reasonable laaa...hahahhaa...but lame..? hahhahaas okayys...

gtg RIGHT now..update later...!!! =)

*pAms made a confession.

2004-11-23T21:16:00.000-08:00

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heyys! omgomg i have less than half an hour to type this entry..sooooo...its not gunna be very long la.. hahhas.. okayy...yaaa...went out with yonghan ytd...went
to watch a movie...guess wad we watched.? SHARK TALE!!! omg...lol...tho its pretty childish..BUT... i enjoyed it very much huh...hahahhas...yups..and then at the last part...yongahn was practically singin'.*lol..hahaas..i was like..er....wad the fuck..hahahs..but we were definately enjoying itt...hahhas....well it was pretty nice...will smith had a good "fishyy" voice...hhahas.yups..i wanted to watch the forgotten with yonghao but...hahas..nvm..yups..well its been a LONG fucking time since i 've updated..well..the Singapore Idol's final is here...dun giv a shit abt it aniways...tho i really want sly to win cos hes SOOO cute..*blushh* okayy that was bimboitic laaa..but nvm..aiyaya...got to shower in 8 mins time..then i'll leave fer cheryl's house...then gunna go her hse..untill like6-7..? then go to her club.....=)
how nice...lol....okayy..da-jie just went out fer her chalet....3 day 2nights....aiyaya
so sian...*lol... well...too bad fer me then..hahas..eew wad the fuck m i talking 'bout...??!! hahas...okayys..hmm..well...ill update later...yea..? kaes...byesss =)
*pAms did a confession again.*fuck.

2004-11-23T21:01:00.000-08:00

meee..!! hahas.took this on myy sofaa... lol i luk retarded..

2004-11-21T21:04:00.000-08:00

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One day I wrote her name upon the strand,
But came the waves and washed it away:
Again I wrote it with a second hand,
But came the tide, and made my pains his prey.
Vain man, said she, that dost in vain assay
A mortal thing so to immortalize!
For I myself shall like to this decay,
And eek my name be wiped out likewise.
Not so (quoth I), let baser things devise
To die in dust, but you shall live by fame
: My verse your virtues rare shall eternize,
And in the heavens write your glorious name;
Where, whenas death shall all the world subdue,
Our love shall live, and later life renew.
+heyys peepz..nice poem eh..? yea....! lol.*
*pAms wished again.+

2004-11-20T18:56:00.000-08:00

ahhaah!! do you see the golden man in orchard holding two uh..pigeons..??

2004-11-20T18:32:00.000-08:00

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heyys..!! (: yay!! got myy third gossip gurl book... the title is because i am worth it..haahaa..nice rite.? yups..!! hahas.. i read almost half alreadyy.. its nice!! lol..
tho a bit bimboitic.. but at least it entertains... hahhaas..well...its cost 15.23..
hahas.. how nice..LOL! hmm went to orchard ytd laa..fun (: went to coffee bean and bla..took pics..hhaas..real kewl.. and we saw this golden man..hahahha!!!!! he
was tryin to "shower peace to all" !! lol!! wearing only a underwear... he was dancing with er.. two fake pigeons..huh....LOL!... how nice huh...trying to shower
peace over to everyone.. lol...cute laa.. hahas...oh well..saw this REAL hot guy..
wearing a white sweater.. and long pants..whoa~! he had piercings.. and nice hair..
what more could one typical girl like me ask for...? LOL! and thinkin that my sis was behind me...guess wad i did.!!?!! i swept my hand over his stomach.. and told him : eh zea.. time to go...!!! LOL!!! he stared at me...and i think i was alreadii blushing like shit..LOL! i said sorry and went away..hahaha!! how stupid of me.. i think he knows me cos i saw him..before..hahas.. i wore a pink and white top..
a blue skirt and a pink jacket..hahas..*lol he kinda noticed me. [b]eing as egoistic as possible..LOL!! jkjk...okay..hmm...today woke up at 6am..slept at 1.30.. wow..
how nice...ahhas..jkjk.. oh well..woke up cause my ear kinda itched too badly..
hahas.. so went to kinda.. put cream on it.. then i coudnt sleep so i read myy book.
lolx.. how nice of me (: okayy.. uhhh... anyone has the book called tuck everlastin
? me and yonghan needs to read itt..lol.. but ill get to read it first.!! muhahahas..
okay.. i being an idiot..oh well...MY personality...t00 bad... hahas... cant wait for christmas to come!!!!! (: *grinns* probably getting mrs ong a bottle of wine..
yeps..how nice of mee!! (: hahahs jkjk..oh well..long entry today huh... oh mann..
lolx.. tried to change my blogskin but tho i thot it looked nice...i was afraid it wud spoook othrs TOO much.. lol... so ya.. decided not to...(: hahas.. okayyy.. gtg now
byee!!! (: (: (: (:
*pAms sAng...again..
p.s.. neone have white houses.? pls send to mee.? thnx (:

2004-11-19T18:06:00.000-08:00

hmm...myy sly..!! sly's myy guy.!!! took this pic with cam... hahas...shuai hor...

2004-11-19T17:17:00.000-08:00

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heyyyss!! (: yups.. here again...gunna sayy sorry to helena and cheryl..aiyaya..sry ar.. that was NOT me..umm...yeaaa.. well eating m&ms noww.!! yumm!! hhaas
neways..gunna eat pizza later..muahhahah!! knn la...ytd da jie dint buy my book..
hmpf.. hahhas.. jkjk...hmmm....everyone stil satisfied with myy song..? cos i m gunna change.. yeaaa...neways.. me and heleee gunna find a job...hopfully..the librarians will employ us..hahha!! cos ya...we are "profeesionals" haha.!! no la..helee only..not me la.. hahahs.. but i still got do "librarian duty" one kaaesss..
hahahas...yups... then we went to sell books together b4..hahhas. we collected MORE then $70.? i think..hahahs...well LOVE YA HELENA..yups...wait ar..lemma think got wad to write.....hahhahaa...here comes vacation!!! woot...
WE ARE GOING TO MRS ONG'S HSE FOR CHRISMAS..!!!! yay..!! love mrs ong.!! hahas.. ytd was myy guzheng performance...aiyaya..had to wear the suit...the lack "gok gok" shoes..hahahas.. and duh~..make up...YUCK! hahas.. guzheng sucks.!!! get me outta it..!! sure man...wa lao...so bored right noww...and oh oh ya
!!! ytd zhuang lao came up to me and said i was preeeetty...*pukes uncontrolally*
nooooo!!! hhaas.... and i told her to come the the christmas partyy...muahhaas..
she rockss.!! i love zhuang lao shii.!!! haahs...omg i very long nvr put the chapters
of the love story laa... aiyaya... you peepz wana read...? go to this webby..http://lurvestory.cjb.net..yaa.. i think its liddat...hahas...ytd went out and guess who i saw..??? kittyy... manfred's ex...honestly...quite chio la...hahhaa..aiyaya..typing with my pinky now...hahaha..downloading some maple thing...haha.... wah sian leh....aiyaya...nvm nvm..probably going out later.!!! yay!!!
yups..hmm...i am gunna change the song to mabbe simple plan's welcome to myyy life...hhaha!!! yea..? yeaa.!! hahahs...crap laa..... muz write few more line....hmm..
who has the book "tuck everlasting" ..? i want it.!!! neways..uh..hahaha!!! made a will cos i was VERY VERY pissed..hahah!! come to think abt it...i was siao..
hahas...aiyaya...gtg now...update later kaes..? kaes.!! byee (:
*pAms.kissed--- again .(:

`[p]urple ish gayy

2004-11-17T04:17:00.000-08:00

hahahas..!! oh yaya... fer get le... hahahs.!! cheryl me and rachel were using myy digi cam to like tape ourselves..?!! hahas...were in mac..hahas...cool huh..? hhaha
no la.a... not at all la..!! hahas.. we were like " heyys i am cheryl..heyys i am ___"
hahas...yea.. and we were recording the lil people in mac...hahhahha..!!! hhas..
we were laughin like shit...hahhas...yaya... hhhahah..!! newayys.rach..i LOVE your
sunflowerseeds..(: hahahs... I LOVE YOU BOTH CHERYL AND RACH !!(: *huggs*** bye !! hahahha.s...

`[t]odayy.

2004-11-17T03:53:00.000-08:00

.:pAmx2.g0ngzhu:..
heyyysss..!!!! (: wahhhhh..!!! longg longg time nvr come and update myy blog leh..
hahas...nvm... hahas..wahhh today was fun fun..!! (: hahas.. went out wif benny..
hahas...took pics..blaa... and bought alot of things laaaa...hahhas..we bought ALL THE CRAP...!! hahas...yeaa... and benny was like urghhh...sian.. hahhhaha!! cos its like...ya... me cheryl rachel and benny...these four crazy but rockingg lil people...
hahas..*huggs* love you guysss..!! hahahs..hmm...welll...hahas...den we were like eh benny you wana call sum of your friends.?? hahas. but he dint want la...hahas..
hahahas....!!! den ya...hahas... we went timezone..!! hahhaahas...!!! I WON BENNY in car racingg..!!!! w00t..!!! ahhahahas.yups... noww i am crazy..hahas...hmm..
aiyaya..hahas.. wah cannot stop laughinnn...newayss....haix...still leng zhan with that thingg...its ok one...but it's jut like....HE THINKS I AM A SCAM..fucked up now...fuck him...okok no vulgar words....sry sry.. just a fit of anger laa...but.....
ya..nvm..!!!! OH FUCK IT! ml got guzheng..practice at 8am..fuck that mdm lu..
boobs so big..!!!! hahhas.. aiyaya...how to go for myy party..?? hmpff... stupid..
VERY stupid...haaaaixxx...so sian...and ytd..went to sentosa with my mum.... and family la...hahas... i changed in the beach.!!! as in ya.. take out evrything...hahhah!
and everyone was looking..ooopsss.... hahahs..!!! i was like omg..!!! hhahas..ya...
yups... aiyaya... its was fun kaes... hey if you go to sentosa..muz rmb to go to siloso beach....cos mabbe you can find myy signature..ya? ahhaas... yups....
HAHHAHA!! i saw radall tan..!! how the fuck do you spell it? urghh... and the
hai ou dui in the ren wo au you....girl...the very bitchy gurl...kit isit? aiyaya..
hahhas.. yaa...!! they were on the trapeze...laala... hahas.. later update the map show you...ya? ya.!!!! hahhahas..aiyaya...we walked arnd the WHOLE of sentosa..
ya..hahas...came home at arnd 11? and slept straight awae...laa... hahahs...okay..
hmmm....gtg right now...got othr things to do la...haix...i realli dun wana.........
nvm nvm...newayys. I LOVE YOU MRS ONG AND ZHUANG LAO...!!!!! love you both SOOOO much you noe..!!! *hugggs* (: kaes..gtg now..byee.!!!
*pAm's heart ached again.

2004-11-14T22:18:00.000-08:00

me..!! hahas...soo ugly...hahas...neways..*ai ni.

`[n]oww.

2004-11-14T07:01:00.000-08:00

.:pAmx2-g0ngzhu:.
heyys..!! (: hahas...yups..long time nvr come and update...hmmm....well... ytd went to swim at my cuz's house la...hahas...fun lor...ya....oh oh oh ya...!! i juzz bought a new digi cam (: muahhahas...and myy sis is "backk" from her stayy at my aunt's house la...hahas...aiya...stomach little bit pain pain..hahas..ate like 3-4 baos....
today....hahhas...hhaas.. got da bao char-siew bao dou sa bao...all kinds of baos.
wahh...nice nice!! (: hahas...i wana like change myy song le...muahhahas..yups..
myy sis and i were like takingg pic with camm...muahahs...gunna upload it later..
hahas.. we posed and posed..hahas..there was one she wore a cap...wah hot leh...
damm hot...hahas..*jealous*...hahas...nvm nvm....yeaaa...its okaayyy...hahahs..
well..just happyy that everything on myy blog ish safe and sound...hahhas.... yups
hahas...i am in deep shitt..i think...hahhaas...nvm...okayyy...watched that mao xiao wang show today..on channel 8 laa...so touchingg...hahahs...almost creid...hahas.
nvr la...wah lao...hahas..eh..!!! i got my da-jie's sleeping pic...SOOOO CUTE..!!!!!
like a meowmii sleeping liddat...really cute....hahas..yeaaa....so...neone missed .me..? hahhas...no la jkjk...well...my cam's chargingg...well..tmrow update it in the comm...yea..?? yea.!! yea babeeeeee..!!!!! yups....wah my mum sucks!!!!!! she
huh.....wah seh....SUCKS.!!! act as if she knows us well...CRAP........"wo jiu zhi dao de" YEA CRAP..!!!! fook her mann...ugly freak....wha seh...i got $100 harvey Norman vouchers....muahahhaa...my sis scratched de...hahhas...yeaaa...groovy eh.?
yeaaa babbieeeee..!! hahas....sickening...hahahas...gunna change the song to hm..
ashlee simpson's shadow...hahahhaha..!!!!!!! yeaaaa.....wah seh.....sian....aiyaaa.
kaes...update later...byeeee..!!!

2004-11-12T20:46:00.000-08:00

spongeybobsquarepants_* muhahas...cuteyy pie spongebob

`[o]bviouslyy

2004-11-12T19:07:00.000-08:00

.:pAmx2.g0ngzhu:.
heyys..!! (: in the carr noww.. with myy daddy's laptop..eating myy breakfast..
bacon and coffee...!!! yummm..!!...but oops...i think i m gunna upset my stomach..
hahhas..hmm...we are kinda heading to myy counsin's house....den we wait there..
untill like...12.30pm la... den we go eat with the WHOLE family..(: cant wait...
as usual...to the Raffles Hotel Restaurent..yummm...!!! hahas.. bet i am gunna hog my cuzzie's com..hahhahah!! hahas.and yonghao and yonghan surely will playy playstation...i think...hahhas...hmm...having the urge to like....play heros .but.wher
is the cd? hmpf...lord heart rocks!!!..tho zhiqing say its bullshit...hmpf....nvm nvm.
hahahas...well...yeaa...wad can i doo..? hmm...so bored...i am knda reading myy gossip gurl book....i ve changed..! finally...to all i want is everythingg..hahhahas..
yups...i love itt..!! nate is so cute!!..go get urself one mann..u'll love it..!!!yups....
ytd went fer dinner with myy family too..!! but a few didnt make it there....so..ya...
hahhas...and i have pictures of my sleepover at my god-ma's house....but...myy
scanner kinda spoilt.. :\ stoopid!! pfft..so many days dun break down..now then break down.........haix....nvm nvm...i can live without it...imma gooood gurl..(:
hahas...AHH RUBBISH...hahas...yea...oops..i spilled the coffee....oh....noo..........
hahhas...who cares? the maid...hahhas...yea yea....hmmmm.....okayy...since cheryl said my entries really sucked....FINE..!! hahhas...ill make this as long as possible..
bleahhXxx...hahas... okayy....hmm..everyone satisfied with the song..? or do you wana change? tagg my board pulease...i need to noe....i wana make myy blog a perfect one (: hmmm....ask me...who is the prettiest gurl i've ever seen...i'll tell ya honestly....siantzu..? yeaa...shes pretty..VERY..infact hahas... bet all of the gurls are jealous of herrr....hahhahaas...hmmm....i muzz make this long long long!!! cause i know i havent really updated myy blog since...the day before...? hahas..
well oh yesh... to malcolm..wah seh.. i soo long nvr sms you...dun you know i am angry at you..?? hmpff.. tho i noe i shudnt be...but yeaa...nvm nvm...stupid beng...
hmpf..fine..!! wah seh..very long nvr nvr talk to that nigel ang le....WHO CARES?
muahhahhas....bleahxXx...okayy la...hmm....change topic.....wa..dint noe that -----
got girlfriend le...just foun out....wah...nvm nvm..hhaas...okayy.....hmmm.........
okayy la very long alreadyy...gtg liao...i muzz read myy book...kaes...update when i am in my cuz's house...ya..? and if i am freee during lunch i'll update..kaes..byee.
*pAms.cried-agAin...(:

2004-11-12T01:20:00.000-08:00

hahas...theres..a shoe a phone a wallet a shoe bag...did you notice.? lame..hahas.

2004-11-11T23:18:00.000-08:00

sweet..!! no-no..gummy..!! yummy..!! who wants some?! mee..!!!

`i am gunna miss -->him<--

2004-11-11T21:16:00.000-08:00

.:pAmx2-g0ngzhu:.
heyys..!!..(: well todayy... just heard that wilson is going to America...
i mean migrating to America.. dunno if he bluffingg me or wad but....ya...
you know...hahas..gonna miss himm..!..ALOT.! hasa...yeaa... but ya.. he wana go there...i cannot do nething lor..so ya..let him go lor..hhahas..sound like i like him.
hahas..NO.i do NOt like him...hahas.. i treat him as...my kor..?! hahas..yea...
gunna miss you kor...byee..! (: *muackks*

2004-11-10T23:42:00.000-08:00

hahhas..! cheryl.... she made me write out myy results..! hhahas...fine..i'll do just it!!....hahas....
78% for myy english
70% for myy maths.
86% for my chinese.
81% for science..
hahahhahhah!! not bad rite? right........

2004-11-10T23:23:00.000-08:00

myy zax...cute eh..? thnx to helena darling fer sending me this...*huggs*

`phrase

2004-11-10T23:05:00.000-08:00

"never thought i would ever let you go."
go visit this website.. you will love it (= http://neopets.com hahas... yea.. maybe not..but...yea... its pretty fun.....hahhas..yeaaa

2004-11-10T22:37:00.000-08:00

sad angel..opposite of me (:..

2004-11-10T21:20:00.000-08:00

.:pAmx2.g0ngzhu:.
heyys..! (: hahahs...its been quite long since i ve actually updated my blogg..? yea..
hahas..hmm..well today was no ordinary day....hahas...woke up 10.42am..hahas..
late ehs...?..hahas..i woke up swtched on the com. and came right here...to update myy blogg..hahas..but... i didnt felt like postingg..so yeaa..i went to do a few quizzes...muahhas.. tts why i ve kinda "updated" myy blogg..while...if you want more of the quizzes i suggest you to go to http://quizilla.com and register...its funn..! hahas.. and i've changed myy song...to ashlee simpson's pieces of me..hahas...yeaa...i 've been thinking..hmmm...shud i take ashlee simpsons...didos or britneys..? hahas...please gimme suggestions by tagging my board...yea?..thnx..
well...den i started to yea.. update myy blog... like noww...hahas...yeaa... and..abt the camping trip...umm...that was months ago..hahs..yea.. but its still pretty uninterestingg..hahhas..yea... oops...m i suppose to post chapter 3 and 4 todayy..?
nvm nvm...i post later..hahas...i wana sayy sorry to myy nat kor...cos i've neglected him...i 've been too busy to help him with his blogg...hhas.. and i've helped helena to update her blogg...i helped her put her fav. toro song..hahas.. yeaa...ok..later i gutta keep my bloody table...stacked with ALOT of books...hahas.. and i m probably guna change myy posters....muahhaas..yeaaa...sigghhh its beeen like a week...me and nigel still leng zhan....hahas.... who cares..? no one...hahas...yeaa.
i've realized that myy blogg is filled with pictures..hahas...sorry...! and to myy bengg...sorry..ytd i misunderstood yaa...kaes..?..hmm and to dan..!!! love ya!!.
you've got a gayish dp!! change ittt!!!..hahahs... kaes..yeaa....hmm....how bored..yea?..yea!!!...hahas..kaes...update later...kaes..gtg noww...bye..!
*pAms kissedd....my blogg

2004-11-10T21:00:00.000-08:00

.:pAmx2-g0ngzhu:.
hha well i tell u wad happen at camp lar..aiyo..well i went ther 7.00a.m i had to carry a big bag filled wif mah stuff haix...aiyo and then me n hele n cheryl seperated le..the first dae guess wad happed? i was walkin wif helena to the so caled toilet DUH then we were walkin lar then suddenli a man spill the hot boilin water n me then i was like OUCH!!! then i go toilet n put cold water ..at first is nuffin one but then after 30 mins like tt got blister eey alot neh!!! then i burst it lor but keep gottin aiyo...then i remember i use my hand to sumwat rub the wound lar..then the skin drop of eeyy even worse ler!!! i touch the meat arh no feelin on !!!no blood sumore mayb cos the water made into cooked meat le eey now the wound stil nto fully recover so its like very pain.. ! =P then mr kwa also cos tt time i was very blur soo he sang the xiao bao bao thingy which freak me out ...ALOT!!!man !! haah mrs ong voted sxiest teacher in our sch woohoo!!! to ...i met a fwen charmaine...great gal...haha..she helped me get bens signature but cudnt get until nvm i dun blame u...haha..well...then wen leavin i felt lke cryin then it startin rainin.And walked awae wif cheryl they all...haix..miss him ....veri veri much....well...the most hated part is the showerin !!!!! i go inside i take of my clothes next thing iz a bang on the door!i rushed n rushed ..the sleepin..haha me n cheryl very crazy..slept for i tink half n hour!!! haha suppose to slp 4 8 hrs..hahs..yea gtg noww..update later kaes..
*pAmx2g0ngzhu sang pieces of me once again
`gayishh purpleeeeeee

2004-11-10T20:54:00.000-08:00

brad pitt..wa...handsomeee...!!! cute..!! hes...everything?!!!

2004-11-10T05:26:00.000-08:00

ed-is-on

2004-11-10T04:38:00.000-08:00

"all i want is everything."
one website you SHOULD visit you know...hahas.. http://battleon.com hahas.
its a fighting game..lame but fun (:

2004-11-10T04:37:00.000-08:00

rounndddd-headded..cuddly lil baby hunnie meows.. note this: not my...hahas..aww..*grins*..

2004-11-10T04:28:00.000-08:00

nicee legss eh..? i like ittt!! (:

`muahaha

2004-11-10T04:21:00.000-08:00

"hahahas..! i still got the soapy water smell on my hand..smells...bubbly..?! hahas..yeeaaaa...!!!" hahhas... kaes... peepz..try this nice website..you will love itt...love you guys *muackk*
the webby is....http://iwebmusic.com its..where you get the songs fer your blogg

`meaningfull

2004-11-10T03:44:00.000-08:00

"be satisfied with what you have as what you dont have." hahas..peepz..! heyys..!...hmm get to this website..i just simply love love love it!! *i*am lovin' itt...(:http://jay-chou.net

2004-11-10T03:41:00.000-08:00

my favourite book title..! nice book..!

`i l0ve todayy

2004-11-10T03:20:00.000-08:00

.:pAmsx2.g0ngzhu:.
heyys!(: i love myy blogg now! i finally updated myy blog!! yea..hahas..todayy i went to cheryl's house..i nvr pon guzheng kaes..cos todayy whole day play..hahas..when a guy came in and ya announced no guzheng..i was like.."yes..!"
haahs... stupid cheryl sae i was a retard..hahs...yea..den we left skl at abt 12.30pm?
yeaa...hahs...den i called my mum thru my phone...hahas..i was like "oie..jie... call ma!..oie ma..todayy i go cheryls house.! for project!..kaes..wateva...bye..!" hahas..i lied lor..go cheryls house playy com ar..not do wad project lor...hahhas...yeaa..
hahas... we went there played like sian lor.hahas.. den poor helenaa had to go at 3.30pm cos she had organ...and tuition bahh.. weird. after exams still liddat..hahas..yeaa.. den after she left me and cheryl dear went to her room and ate meji yoghurt..! yum yum...yea..hahhas.. it was yumm!! hahas..yea.. den we ate this australian sweet la... VERY VERY nice! (: got some thing inside den is gummy...
yum...*drools* hahhas...yeaa.. den we played with the ugliest thing on earth!! "mou mou..!" hahas.. wah...cheryl was practically scaring me with it....of cos..i freaked!! i was screamingg! hahhas..yeaa... den we took her bros "fhm" magazine to see..hahahs!!! its pretty gross you noe.. i mean VERY not pretty...hahas..den we went outside to like blow bubbles!!! hahas...fun u noe... we created like alot of foam and we called it snow..! hahahs.. den she took a pic with her phone...CUTE!! den we started to apply the "snow" on everywhere.. our arms...etc.. hahahs...so funny.. but we were pretty grossed out..hahhas... den i started to put the soapy foam onto the neighbor's plants!!! hahahs... and i told cheryl "tell me if it wilthers.." haahs...yea.. funnny.. den we went to wash up..yuckk..we were all slimyy and stickyy.. eeew..! and the soap made myy hands soooo dry...they are practically dehydrated...hahhas..!!..den we played badminton lor...hahhas... i improved you knoww.. hahas..and we were like talking about gg to whos house fer sleep over...hmm its most likely tt we are havin a shalley..hahas..but 2 ppl onlyy??!! hahahs...yeaa...we are gunna invite ourr class..mabbe not..dunno. hahas..
yeaaa...! ahhas...hmm nothing much to talk about noww.oh oh... with cheese inside!!! its soooo yummie!!! my gawd..you hud go taste itt..! hahas..
hahas..and oh.. hahas... that cheryl ar.. she threw the show down the bock!! omg.
you little person sendin killer litter..you can kill ...hahas..jkjk...love ya loads heh..*huggs* hmm gtg right noww..mou mou ish ugly....ugly....!!
*pAmx2 eats one last cheesy hotdog

*pams ate a chees hotdog again

2004-11-10T02:36:00.000-08:00

malcolms cute baby..its the one i talked abt in friendster (: love yaa bengg..*hugs*

`school.

2004-11-09T19:25:00.000-08:00

.:pAmx2.g0ngzhu:.
heyys..! (: i am inn school now..in the lab..muahahas.. mrs ongg is doing her work nowws..hmm..how bored.. showed helena myy blogg.. hahas.. just now when i was in class..i was damm fuckingg scared..guess wad? if i am not wrong..malcolms mum called me... hahas... we dun even know each othr!! can you believe it?! i was shocked lor.. den luckily not havingg class..hahhas... wahh...die liao.. dunno why she call me seh...hahas... wahh...cheryl tagged my blog...*huggs* thnkew! (: hhahas.. thnkew nat kor...too... hahahs...yeaaa....evryoness in the com labb..muahahas.. yay todayy no guzheng lor..lucky lucky mee (: muahha...yeaa.. helped helena to like update her blogg! haahs..yeaa... how nice of me (: *huggs* hahas.. crap la... so bored right noe....yeaa...kaes..hmm.. wad shall i write la..aiyaa...yeaa..ok la..end here lor..gtg liao..update when i reach home ar..? kaes.. tata...
*pAmx2-g0ngzhu sAng everytimee againn..*

2004-11-09T02:38:00.000-08:00

hahhas..! i call this...jay chao! hahhas.. no offence to the fans..jay rocks yea...!..

2004-11-09T02:36:00.000-08:00

techno definatelyy rocks myy world..hahas.. dint expect yeaa..? hahahas..

2004-11-09T00:41:00.000-08:00

toro...! cute hor..hahhas

2004-11-08T21:59:00.000-08:00

sexy.naguhty.bitchy..me..? hahahas...

`gamblingg dent.

2004-11-08T21:57:00.000-08:00

.:pAmx2-priNcess:.
heyys! (: yups... had this urge to write againn..hahas..yups..hmm yea..home noww..
so boredd..today was damm fuckingg fun you noe..went backk to school la..hahas.
then me and helena went backk to old sch...suprisingglyy..we saw foo rongg xuan!
hahas...den we played like 21 points...cheat and daidi..hahas..stupid rong rong..dun lemme play daidi..cos i m sure howw to..hahas..and while playing...we behaved like ah bengs and ah lians...hahas.. i was like...baO!baO! when we played 21 points.. hahas.. and was like oie oie..cannot liddat kaes....hahas..really fuckinglyy ah lian..hahas.. our ownn gambling den...den guo wei jeremy and shawn joined..
hahas..yeaaa...its funn..den when gg home..i bought snoww ice! yum yum!...mango flav kaes...hahas...lovee it..oops..did i hear thunder..? or was it my imagination? hmm...mabbe...hahas..kaes la.. update later..?! lemme intro one song
its Britney Spear's Eveytime...byee!

2004-11-08T21:53:00.000-08:00

star..made byy fingers.. hahas..note this: NONe of themmm is minee handd! muhahahas. sorry to the personn i ve copied fromm...(:

2004-11-08T02:54:00.000-08:00

hmm..this picture is sent byy winnie..yea..thanks soo much! it is gunna be the last pic posted on myy blog today (= hahas..*huggles to winnie*

`another nice phrase

2004-11-08T02:46:00.000-08:00

"if you judge people, you will have no time to love them."

-addapted from the book of wise decisions

2004-11-08T02:40:00.000-08:00

hahas.. what a handsome lil dude here..aint it qiu ze?! yeaa...thanks to wilsonnie..he sent me this nice picture!! *huggs*

2004-11-08T02:20:00.000-08:00

techno blitz boy boy de work..i mean..wilsons work..hahas..yeaa..nice right?hahas..*hugs* thanks for sending me this picture!

2004-11-08T02:17:00.000-08:00

.:pAmx2.g0ngzhU:.
heyys!(: well now besides reading my really very unentertaining stories..i am going to put a story for you all to read! but.. its very very long..really long..
so i am going to like post one chapter once fortnightly..yeaa? isit okayy? if its not..ermm.. tell me den..ill try to change..tagg myy board..yeaa..?..gonna post the first chapter. noww...(:

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Part 1
**********
June 17, 1999
My name is MiNa Nam. I’m 19, still very young, but I am dying. Not right now but my life is slowly fading away as I’m writing my story. At this moment I’m sitting at ‘our’ spot. Mine and Eun Ji Won, the love of my life.
The sun is slowly beginning to set over the lake. I took a glance at my reflection in the water. My outside looks have changed drastically within the past few months, but the water reflected the true me. Inside I’m still the same person.
I have done and given so much for love but never once, have I received it back from Ji Won. There are times that I wanted to tell him everything that I’ve done for him and make him love me back. But I can’t. Love is not selfish.
So I did what felt right. I keep giving Ji Won my love and I never asked for his love in return. Even though I’ll leave this world pretty soon, my love for him will still remain. My story begins when I first met Ji Won six years ago on this one fateful day. It all started out….
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Part 2
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October 31, 1993
“You better come back here you good for nothing brat!”
I covered my ears with my palms. That was my stepmother calling me. Her voice sounds murderous and I didn’t want to face her today. She had slapped and hit me too much already. I’m afraid I can’t take it anymore so I hid in my closet. I peeked through the crack in my closet and saw my stepmom with a really pissed off look on her face. She was holding that stick that I’m always afraid of. I winced thinking about how much it would hurt if she hits me with it again.
I’m just thirteen and whoever said 13 was an unlucky number, they were right. My mom had died when I was just turning ten. Before she died she told me that I was the most beautiful girl in the world and how proud she was to be my mother. She said even though she’ll be gone, her love is with me always.
Tears rolled down my cheeks. ‘If you love me mommy, how can you be so selfish to leave me?’ So now when I had turn 13 my dad had married Mok Young A, who is my stepmom today. She was a cold-hearted woman who tortured me all day. Any self-esteem I had for myself was shattered and I was living a nightmare.
My closet door suddenly opened. “There you are you wicked girl!” My stepmom started cussing at me as she pulled me out and threw me onto the floor. I began to tremble because I knew what was going to happen next.
*Whack whack whack.*
I cried out in pain but I knew that no one is going to hear my cries. I desperately began to gasp for air. My heart was aching again. I couldn’t breathe.
“Not again! Don’t you see how much you’re costing your father and me with your heart problems? If it wasn’t for all these medical bills we wouldn’t be so poor now!”
I had this heart condition where air would suddenly shut off and I couldn’t breathe. The doctors are trying to save me by giving me a respirator and pills, but they’re not sure how much longer I’ll be able to live. My dad (who was a pathetic excuse for a man) came in.
He looked down at me with sorrowful eyes. He held my stepmom’s arm lightly and said, “I think she had enough. You don’t want her to have another attack. Calm down and let’s have dinner.”
“That’s why I’m hitting her!” she yelled. “She got detention and stayed after school for an hour. She was supposed to be home to go buy food for dinner and make it. Your daughter is so evil. She wants me to starve or something!”
“I didn’t get detention. The teacher wanted to talk to me about—“
But I was cut off by the whack of my stepmom’s stick. I cried silently in pain and turned away. I didn’t want to look at her. My dad said, “Well, dinner’s just going to be a little late today. Mina, say sorry to your mom.”
Despite the pain, I managed to say, “Sorry mom. Please forgive me.”
My dad handed me some money. “Here. Go buy food to make mee-yuk-gook tonight.” My stepmom’s temper simmered down a little as my dad lead her out of my room.
I picked up the money and headed for the store. Mr. Choi, the owner of Choi Food Market, shook his head as I walked in. He knew what kind of hell I was going through. I finished my shopping and checked out.
“That’ll be $3.49.”
“What?” I asked. “Umm…Mr. Choi. That’s impossible. With all this stuff it should be around $15.”
“I know Mina.” Mr. Choi gave me a sad smile. “The exact price is $14.32. Why don’t you keep the change for yourself?”
I opened my mouth in shock. “Mr. Choi…I..I can’t do that,” I said as I handed him 20.
He only took five. “No. Keep it. I know that stepmom of yours don’t give you any money.”
I looked up at Mr. Choi with tears in my eyes. Here he was, just a friend reachoutto me. I said thanks and headed for home.

`meaningful phrase.

2004-11-08T02:04:00.000-08:00

"treasure what you have now
its not going to last."
whoopiee..i think you should go to this
website..hmm..for some of you who go before..go again denn..http://orisinal.com(: yups..i m bored..not showered..backk from school noww..listening to music..
hmm lemme introduce to you one songg which is one of my favourites..
Counting Crows-Accidentally in Love!

2004-11-08T01:59:00.000-08:00

mmm..my corndog! no stealyyx2

2004-11-08T01:57:00.000-08:00

love sickk..sent byy jeslynn too! thanks..*huggs*

2004-11-08T01:55:00.000-08:00

hahas...jeslynn darling sent me this..thanx *huggs*

`you know you love me.

2004-11-08T01:23:00.000-08:00

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heyys!(: yups..anybody watching 102 dalmatians now? i am! cruella is so mean..i hate that laughter of hers...hahas.. i've finished showering..cleann...wearing a speghetti striped doux pyjamas...yea..its comfortable okay..though i bought it for only around ten bucks? yea..i am preparing to buy a white halter and white tube.. yeaa.. i realized my arms are fat! during this holidays i am definately going to do pull-ups to get thoso flabby arms away from me! hahas.gonna meet malcolm..probably going to orchard road la..you see,grace..i've never used any abbrieviations from the starting to now okay..going fer menicure and pendecure<--dont know how to spell la..difficult hahas..yea..going to paint half pink half sky blue with glitter...and i also want to pierce 2nd ear hole..my mum will kill me!hahas..yeaa..how about temporary tatoos? its pretty..and they are temporary only.. you know those glitter ones? yeaa..i am definately going to do that...maybe..hahas..gracie! look no short forms..! hahas..love yaa..? *huggs* yeaa.. going to a karaoke session with cheryl and maybe heleeduring this holidayss..yeaa..! *huggs*..cheryl sings exceptionately well you know..yea.. okay lets rake up something.. so that you me everybody wont be bored yea..okay..got it already..today.. i went to dennises blogspot... well his newest entry was something like i mean the first part la " WHY ARE PEOPLE SO CONCERNED THAT THEY LOST THIER TESTIS?!!" hahas..yeaa.. and he mentioned that he didnt like people to say like lorx worx..hahas..what a funny guyy eh? not funny.weird.yeaa..
i want to make music in myy blog but i kinda fogot where to get it..can someone please tell me? hahas..yea.. hmm... found this in somebody's blog..sorrie.. just showingg evrybody how meaninggful it is..yeaa..? kaes...

"convert your failures into sucesses by learning from them"

` myy stayy over.

2004-11-08T01:17:00.000-08:00

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heyys!(: yups.. promised u lovely guys reading my entries to tell u abt my stae at my god mas hse ytd..yups..i m gunna tell u all evrythingg!okok..lets start from the VERY beggining! kaes..yups.. it was in the morning 10.30am..i was using the com...as usual?..yeaa...ALMOST alone..yea..ALMOST?...yea...cos i was with my meowy wad.meowy ish moii fat cat..yea.. then my god-ma called and ask me if i want to go "baibai" my 6th aunt..yeaa..she passed on in the year..2001..yeaa..tho shes left us..she shall remain in our hearts..alwaes..yeaa..she came and chauffered us..like ahmad..hahas.. no laa.. shes alwaes my respected nice auntie (:..yeaa..den yea..we went to the graveyard to prayy..we walked solmly towards her grave...and when it was my aunts turn to like...prayy...ill translate wad she said."(name)..i have another important task to do next year...yong han is having his PSLE next yr..i will do my best to get him into Chinese High..but..please..please...dont blame me if i cannot managed to..(name).." she cudnt toloerate animore..she juz broke downn..yeaa.. she told us tt being my 6th aunts sista was fate...and she realli cherished her sistrs and bros ALOT..yea..i cudnt take it animore..i tried to hold backk myy tears....but luking at the sky..crossing my arms..bitin my lips...pinchin myself..telling myself not to be a cry baby....it dint help..i cried..i realized tt tho after 3 years..i cudnt accept the fact tt my favourite aunt was gone..yeaa... den we went to eat at marche!! i love tt place...its my favourite dining hangout...yeaa..wna find me? go there.hahas..jkjk..yum! my bro and i ate lotsa lotsa things..frm pizza to ice cream..my god-sis was there too! its was definately a lovely lunchh after sth tt sad..u noe..yeaa.. den i went to myy other cousins hse...WE WATCHEd KILL BILL VOLUME 2!!! oh my god..its definately nice! volume.1 was good,too..yea.. the most unforgetable scene was the emile chapter..the "b" dug emiles eye out..and she was like " ohh fuck you! i will fucking come back to kill you..etc" alot of fuck here fuck there..influence to myy lil hunnie baby cousin..love ya xiaoqingg*hugglez* yeaa.. den we headed to the Raffles Hotel to have dinner at the restaurent...my yeye b-dae! happie b-dae to yaa yeye..*huggz*..and coincidentally..my 3rd aunts b-dae!! *huggz* love ya all SO much!yups..then we went to myy uncles condominium..hahas. and down two levels was myy god mas hse..yups.. we went there..oh oh ya!! Lixin zea was there too! she was damm cute and pretty! long long time neva c her *huggz*..yea and uncle Thomas (my god-pa)was damm farniee..i was laughin my head off..hahas..ZHIQING!! AHH my FAVOURITE cousin.. she stayyed over night too! yeaa...then at abt 9.30pm? xin zea went to "hot" with fiona zea...yea.den we jiu yarr..go home! den my dad took my god-kor (anthr onee)go home la..den me and zhiqing stayyed...hahas.. we went there and watched meteor garden with xiaotong zea.(god-sista)...yeaaa...until 1am..hahas.. metoer garden?!oh oh ya.. did i metion we went to taka?hahaha! the sign on the mall was like left wif only the "ta" dun have the kashimaya.. hahah! funny..yups..omg..we went to LAURA AND ASHLEE!! itts damm nice (: Heerens was oso nice..yeaa..yups..and mee and zhiqingg slept on my god mas bed... hahas.. there was a swimming competition in the morning 7.30? hhahas..yeaa..yes! i e bought lotsa nice tops!...Wei jun kor..hahas.. that funny thingg.. he luks so different noww! hes guna serve the army soon..yea.hahas.. i rmb we used to play on his bedd..soldiers..hahas...yeaa..love my family alot..i lurvee yaa all?! yeaa!.. tho sumone has left us.. we must accpet that fact..yeaa...kaes..this ish longg! ? hmmm gtg. noww..update later..kaeslove all of yaa..dann?malcolm?cheryl?helee and all the readers of this before i end this nice longg entry..leme recommend you all this songg-->Pearl Harbour[Tennessee] nice diary (: *pAmx2g0ngzhU sAng CHOBITS agAin* wait..purple IS gay!!

`me myself and i

2004-11-07T23:59:00.000-08:00

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heyys! well. dis is not exactly my first entry laa..its almost my 16th? hahas.its just that u noe...i changed my account laa..but hor..if u wan to see the othr..its okok wif mee la..yups. my actua name ish permenaa..but i dun often use it in like school books...nametags?..yeaa.i wud often use the namee pams.pamela. yups.and also.. my friends call my by my chinese name.its is jia yee.. eew.. but they call me jia?yups..why jiayee? cos its like...ermm jia mean home wad.. den home mean a kind of like..."wen xin" u noe.. warmth..yeaa..and yee? its hmm.its kinda gross eh? yeee? sound like eeee..hahaas..thats why i dun really fancy it alot la.oops..gutta continue..hahas.. yee actually represents sth like...hm tis is tough kaes.i m not really sure..i do noe the meanin..but how the fuck can i explain? hmm..nvm..it aint impt. aniways..oh damm...i ve got stomach ache..after drinkin a cup of blueberry yoghurt drink and peach n apple + peach bits. aloevera drink...myy! okok..first entry in thhis nice diary...introduce myself.. yups.. yeaa.i m a singaporean..like duh~!and yups... i m like 13? yeaa.. i study in this bloody "FOR NERDS" school..yups.and you wudnt guess it...evrydae...homework..yeaa..stressed outt..fucked up.. u can sae tt...hahas.and ohh yeaa.. u noe the sth sth g0ngzhu nick up there?yups..ignore it..its just myy trademark..yeaa..hahas..yups..i ve quite a few siblings? yeps..and recently a very understandin god-maa.. yups.its NOT exactly one butt..yeaaaa...u noe u noe.hhaas. my best friends- i mean like GREAT(the bestest bestest) they are: helee! cheryl! wilson!malcolm!ya hui! lovee yaa all alott.. yups.. sum of them mayy not hav the looks laa..honestlyy..hahas.but their inner beautyy is god damm fuckingg.. good..yups..i ve got NO looks too..hahas.. i m juz a typical young 13-yr old gurl..who is definately wad a gurl is...u noe..vain?conservative?sarcastic?bimbotic?yeps..and alsoo..i ve got a very very nice guyy..hahas.. his nice! (: VERY nice.. yups..love ya loads..hahas..hmm..now wad..kaes..well i use to have this crush onn this guyy..Nigel? yups..but..now i dunt really.do.hahas... guess why?TELL YAA IN THE NEXT ENTRY!!!nahhs..its bcos...he tried to check if i m a scammer.and blaa...butt who cares? nahh i dun realli give a god damm fuckin dammm larr..aniwaes..he IS uglyy..i decided.hahas.yups..sorry..u made me do this..!hmm my basic crushes are like those cute guyys..hahas..! went to a fortune teller not long ago..he told me my love life rocked..i wud hace approximately 8 boyfriends? is tt a lot? nahh..not exactly..hahas..my height is juz arnd 1.60m?yeaa..my weight? hahas...hmm..wads my weight?a gurl neva reveals tt kaes... so yea..i m a gurl!i cant reveal itt..too..hahas...no no..i will..i m like 45? arnd theree.how fatt..yups...----..hahas..yups...oh oh oh yess! i got it! yeaa..my favorite singers are[avril?daniel beddingfield?aslee simpson!yeaa..5566? LOTS MORE!!] juz got no mood to state it larr..aiyaa...tell you abt my nice nice overnite stae at myy god-mothers hse later kaes? yupps..LOVE yaa loads Dann..yups..bye to the first entry off the dayy! tat tat! before i end lemmee reccomend u this song kaes..*Ashlee Simpson--Pieces Of ME.* i givit..8/10yups..byee!pAmx2g0ngzhU.sAnd.wAi.pO.onCe.aGen.*
hhas...red and white..national dayy! (: